Semua Bab Dangerous Pleasures: Bab 1361 - Bab 1370

"There was another girl at school, and she got outed, and the other kids, including my friends, tortured her. So I hid. In college it was better. I had a serious girlfriend. It was wonderful, but I still had to hide. I couldn't bring her home, or talk about her, tell you how happy I was. I had to be miserable because I was happy. Do you know how sick that is? What it does to you? And then I had to hide again, because if you're a nanny, even a rumor you're gay and you'd be out on the street, never work again."But now, I'm happy again. Happier than I've ever been. And I refuse to hide it, not this time. I've found someone special, and she loves me. And she...and we have a beautiful little girl, whom I adore. And I won't give them up. Not for anything. I'll fight for them, because you fight for your family. You taught me that."Please don't make me choose, mom. Because I'll choose her, even if it breaks my heart." Tears were rolling down her face. In fact I don't think there was a dry e

I nodded dumbly, finally taking in the vision before me. She stood next to the bed, eyes dancing in the candlelight. She wore a deep green negligee, laced with silver and white across the bust. The silky material flowed like water over her body, bringing to life the feminine curve of her stomach, the womanly fullness of her hips. It stopped at the top her thigh, and her long, perfect legs were bare. She was breathtaking, literally, and I tried to find my voice."Oh, Sarah.""I wanted to wear something special. I hope you like it." Her head cocked shyly to the side, her auburn hair gleaming."You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen." My voice cracked with emotion as I said it, a tear threatening to break free from my eye.Sarah stepped towards me. "Don't cry, darling." She put her hands on my shoulders, slowly sliding them down the lengths of my arms until she was holding both of my hands. My whole body was tingling at her touch, my arousal already seeping into my panties. Sh

She pulled away a little, bringing a hand up and running a finger between my breasts. "During our interview, I thought you might be gay, the way you were looking at me. It's why I took the job. Maybe I wouldn't have to hide here, with you."I knew you were beautiful, and being near you made my heart race. But then I saw what a wonderful mother you are.""No, I'm not, I...""Yes you are. You should see the things I've seen, the things other nannies I know see. Kids that are practically neglected by their wealthy parents. But not you. You play with her, you read to her. That night, coming back from the park, when you talked about what it was to be a parent, I knew then, I wanted a family with you. You're everything I've ever dreamed of." She grinned. "If only I could make you love me."I pulled her to me, tears welling in my eyes, and kissed her with everything I was. "So, what do we do now? Do we get married? Are we girlfriends? Partners? I don't know how this works, and I want this to

Friday eventually came. I'd gotten a number of comments regarding Sarah's picture on my desk, with plenty of variations on 'Can't wait to meet her.' The surprise was evident on many faces, but there was no negativity, at least not to my face. People were in a pretty jovial mood, considering the week and a half off we were all about to receive.I got home just before five, having snuck out of the office a little early (along with at least half of my colleagues.) An email had popped into my inbox around lunchtime from Mr. Auriemma. "Looking forward to seeing you at my little party, and meeting your Sarah." I sent back that we would be there, butterflies starting to tingle in my stomach.When I came in through the garage Joan was already there, Heidi impressing her with her improving reading skills.Heidi dropped her book and ran to give me my hug, which I returned with joy. "Where's Nanny Sarah, sweetie?""Upstairs. You're not 'posed to peek.""She's in her old room, told us to tell you

"You go on, I'll be in in a minute." She gave me another kiss and headed to her old room, while I stumbled dreamily to our shared bedroom. I quickly took off my make-up and gown, walking back in only my lingerie. I sat down on the edge of the bed and reached back to unfasten my backless bra, giving my boob a scratch where the underwire had been irritating my skin."That's so sexy."I fully intended to give her a dirty look, but the sight of my beloved in a pink baby doll wiped all thoughts from my brain, changing my expression into the gap mouthed look of someone recently hit over the head with a mallet.Sarah leaned against the doorjamb, one hand fiddling with the decorative bow between her breasts. She cocked her head to the side. "Do you like?"I nodded, dumbly. Sarah closed the door behind her, reach each intentional step towards me making her hips sway. She sat on my lap, legs straddling my waist. I looked up into her eyes, a novel experience, but I liked it. Our lips found each