Lahat ng Kabanata ng Daddy's little good bad boy : Kabanata 51 - Kabanata 60

“This is a crappy story for a day like today.” he says, his mouth forming a grim line, his eyes look away from mine and fixes upwards, at the blue sky.“I shouldn’t have asked.” I tell him. I know he only told me because he knew more about me than I knew about him, he didn’t want to, but he had to if he wanted to level the playing field, and that’s not how I wanted it go. I hope he would feel safe enough with me to tell me instead of this. He shrugs, saying nothing.“That’s why you don’t draw anymore.” I note.He remains quiet. My own mind churns, working over time, looking for a way to handle this situation. He never intended to kill people, yet it happened, and it wasn’t something that went away easily. It was the reason he closed his company obviously, yet there was no story like this online. “Are there any more mysteries about you?”He turns to me with a small smile, I fear I may have ruined the mood, he had a huge smile before I asked, and now what he was offering was sad.

“You said I was going to love it.” I pout.He chuckles before reaching up to kiss my mouth, I melt at his touch and when I lean in for more, he straightens. Raising a questioning brow at me. “Alec, I wanted to spend time with you, what were you thinking about?” he asks the question with wide eyed innocence that is pretentious and fake, but it makes me blush all the same. When he said I was going to love it, I expected some sort of… I don’t know… okay, I did know, I expected a replay of last night’s shenanigans. All I can think about is him inside of me again, the fullness of him, the way he filled me, stretched me. Goosebumps appear on my skin just thinking about it. “I also want to spend time with you.” I want to spend every single second of the day with you. I hold these thoughts inside of me, for some reason I am worried that this thought might be too much and it could quite possibly chase him away. He gives me a smile that melts my heart and the hard on i thought was never g

We both pause after that, the weight of his words sinking in. The sounds from the movie flutter through the speakers, the only sounds that could be heard from either of us. I turn towards the TV, my interest in the movie long gone, but there’s nothing else that seems appropriate. His words rang true, I had no idea what I was talking about, yet it hurt that he said them to me. We both don’t say anything until the movie is over, I had a feeling he was no longer interested in the movie himself. The food we hadn’t eaten had grown cold, my appetite dying out with the warmth. “You were right, I have no idea what I was saying.” I say when the silence pressed around us too much. The movie had finished long ago, and none of us moved from our spots, and I can feel the warmth from his body, yet I couldn’t lean into him. “I shouldn’t have said that.”“You were right, I should mind my business. And that is what I would do from now.”He sighs and pulls me to himself, and shamelessly, I melt into

A terse silence follow my words, seconded by a rude shock of what I had implied, what i told a woman already terrified of what her child thinks.“I am sorry, I didn’t mean that…”“Yes, you did.” she says leveling her gaze with me, her eyes are dry now, no trace of the woman that was just worried her daughter would reject her.“And it is well, deserved, no child should be made to feel unloved. Plus, you were talking about your own mother, and your own feelings.” she says getting to her feet. I swallow as I watch her gracefully return to Lady Rockbell, don’t get me wrong, i am happy that she has a human side, but I don’t think I can spend an entire day with Rosemary, but Lady Rockbell and her sharp words made me relax. “Yeah, I am certain your daughter would feel the warmth from you a mile away, you have nothing to fear.”She rolls her eyes as much as her face would let her, but I am glad she feels okay again.“Two miles, I am a very warm and loving person.”I chuckle, pleased that

This must be how it feels to be where one’s soul resides. I think to myself as we exchange details of our day over dinner, an early dinner. He listened to me patiently, and not just listening, he actually listened, i could tell from his facial expressions, and how he watched me talk with rapt attention, even pausing his chewing sometimes as if it would interrupt my story telling. He rolls his eyes at Lady Rockbell, but I can tell it’s with fondness, he also looked amazed when I say she found her daughter. He tells me about his own day, a couple had gotten lucky and bought a mansion for cheap, and they were looking to flip it, he is particularly excited to work on it, since it was the town’s haunted house, and has been curious about the interior, he already has a few ideas he wants to use. His excitement is contagious, it runs down my spine excitedly as his voice washes over me. I watch as the sides of his eyes crinkle, he must really love the house, or the idea he has, and I th