Alle Kapitel von Bully Me: Kapitel 21 – Kapitel 30

Oakley Carson “Axton hasn’t been over the last couple of nights” Mama says, nudging me. We’re sitting on the couch, watching a movie while we wait for mom to come back with pizza. “Yeah” I murmured, picking at the skin around my fingers. I haven’t gotten much sleep in the last couple days, and I've barely eaten. And it’s not just my head this time. I pushed Axton away, and now he doesn’t want me. Who would want a mate they can’t mark, anyways? I fucked up. And it sucks. But maybe it’s for the better? Maybe this is what I deserve. “What’s wrong love?” Mama asks, pausing the movie. “Nothing-” “Don’t lie to me. I can see it on your face” “I fucked up and pushed him away, and now he doesn’t want me” i blurt, and my eyes prick. “You really believe that?” she asks, her brows creasing. “Love- he does want you. That boy wants you more than anything. You can see how much he cares about you” “Then why hasn’t he tried?” “Did you tell him to leave you alone?” “Yeah” “That’s

Oakley Carson Axton has been obsessed with me. With touching me, talking to me, making me cum. Things have heated up a lot. It’s not just him though. His wolf is constantly on the surface, he’s constantly on the edge. It’s hot, but it also.. Hurts. He wants to mark me, and we don’t know if he can. He won’t say it, and he says he’s okay with never being able to mark me. But I don't think his wolf is. I think his wolf is gonna snap at some point, and he will mark me. I’m not really scared for it to happen for my sake though. Which is bursting my bubble of happiness. I’ve been struggling to eat, and working out and the constant orgasms are wearing me down. I know I need to talk to someone, but I can't. I can’t go to anyone who will understand. I’ve been staying hydrated, mainly because it helps ease the cravings for food. I eat a protein bar a day, and that’s about the extent. I eat some dinner, which isn’t easy. But my moms would notice if I missed too many meals. Axton has brou

Oakley Carson “I want to try, Ax” I shift, moving to my elbows. We’re laying in bed together, and I'm trying to convince him, but it’s not working. “You’ll be in pain, Oaks. I’m not doing it” “We don’t know for sure. It could be what i need, it could be perfect” “Or it could be terrible, and painful. It could suck so bad, and i don’t want to be the cause of it” “It could make this mark go away. It could take away a huge part of myself that I hate. I haven’t been able to eat properly since this mark. Please, Ax. I want to try” tears fill my eyes, and I try to blink them away, but it doesn’t work. He leans forward, cupping my jaw. Axton’s lip presses my forehead, and then he’s dropping a kiss to my check. “Okay baby” his voice sounds sad, so sad. “I just never want to be the cause of your pain, again” he admits, making my heart clench. “You’re not that person anymore Ax” “I was though, and it wasn’t okay” “I know, but this is different. I’m asking you to try” “Okay, b

Oakley Carson I hurl my guts up, for the second time today. I’m in the school bathroom, on my knees in front of the toilet. I feel like I'm dying, and it sucks. I’ve been struggling to eat, and when I do it makes me sick. It’s comforting to know I won't gain any weight but.. Then the baby won’t get the nutrients it needs. I’m 12 weeks along now. It’s been almost a month since we found out, and it’s been rocky. I've been sick a lot, and we’ve been trying to find an apartment, but that hasn’t been going well at all. Pushing to my feet, I grab my bag off the floor and flush the toilet. I make my way to the sink, pulling out a little bag from inside my backpack. I grab my toothbrush and toothpaste, quickly brushing my teeth. Once I'm done, I put everything away, and head to lunch. Axton has our food, sitting at our table on his phone. He’s chewing the inside of his cheek, and when I sit he turns towards me. “I texted you, didn’t want to link you and give you a headache” he murm

Oakley Carson “I love it” I smile, taking in our set up apartment. It took a couple days, but we did it and I love it. Axton wraps his arms around me from behind, kissing the side of my head. “I think it’s perfect” “I agree” Axton squeezes me, and then he lets go and heads to the kitchen. I make my way to our bedroom, getting the clothes put away that Ax folded last night. A small gasp slips out, when sharp pain in my side stabs into me. I grit my teeth, and rub the area. After a few moments it goes away, and I continue on with what I was doing. I finish up pretty quick, and head to the living room. Ax is sitting on the couch, sorting through our mail. Because we get that now. I sat next to him, leaning into his side. “We should have your brother and Felix over” “I’ll text him and see what they’re doing. Maybe we could get pizza and watch a movie?” “Or i could cook the food we bought and we could watch a movie” i nudge his shoulder, and he grins. “Or that” “Text them,