JULIAN The next day came the same way. After throwing up early in the morning, sitting in the bathroom with no energy to continue living, Xavier washed me up, dressed me up, and took me downstairs to warm up ginger tea for me. Then he also fed me. My eyes remained on him all through, eagerly waiting for him to ask me about Fred, but Xavier didn't seem to have anything on his mind. He continued his care, and when Abel came over, he handed me over to Abel and wished us good luck for the day. I stepped out of the house in a daze. "Get in," Abel said. He looked guilty ever since we met again this morning, but I was too lost to think about him. Of course, he needed to be disciplined. He worked for me but went ahead to report everything back to Xavier without asking for my consent. If Xavier had fought with me concerning Fred last night... but he didn't. He didn't even say anything. Thinking about it again, I felt my heart sink. Was it that Xavier didn't care about me, or did he
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