RILEYWe are in our most recent position that has somehow become our normal position.Ryan’s favorite way to sleep.Earlier, he held me. Took me in his arms, while he hand goes through my hair in gentle pats. Soothing. Very soothing.Now, he lets me hold him.He comes to bed, late as usual, and if I am asleep, he somehow nuzzles his way into my arms, so his head is kept close to my chest. And if I awake, I would spread out my arms and let him rest in my arms.This is complicated. I know.There is still no concrete definition for our relationship. But I know I like breathing in the scent of his hair when they lay splayed on my chest. The way his hands go around my waist and my belly.It had been that way last night.After our shift, he had the decency to turn around when I shifted back.I had been quite courageous to strip in front of him before the shift, because so many things were going on with me at that time.But when the pain was gone, along with the bother of the shift process g
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