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I really wanted to be with Alison, so I ended it with you.I began drinking, purposefully wanting to get drunk so I could have the confidence to eb around her and then the first night I slept with her I felt at peace. Not actually having sex with her. We just slept next to each other, but her body fit mine so perfectly and I really did feel at home. When I woke up, I think I knew that my feelings for her were so much stronger than I intended them to be. I immediately left. I left her in bed, and I drove to yours, ending things between us for good. Everything was going good between Alison and I; we weren't labelling anything. We were just two young adults enjoying time together and I really, really liked it.You wouldn't accept it, at first. Instead, you wanted to talk. You came over and you were so persistent, despite me telling you multiple times. I told myself, I have until she finishes work to let you down and end us completely, but then she came home early and you were so persiste

"How are they looking?" Emmett asks when I walk into the kitchen. The sun was beaming through the kitchen window as Burney made breakfast for us all with Emmett's help.I look down at the frying pan with the eggs in it that Emmett held. The eggs were black around the edges and I look at Burney at the corner of my eye."Yeah, looking good," Burney says, and I cover my mouth from laughing."Are you lying?""No, no," Burney says, and his hands go to Emmett's shoulder as he begins to massage them. "They look good.""Mmm tasty," I add, but hide my face from the both of them."Now I know you're lying," Emmett says."What?" I feign offence. "I am not lying...""Alison, I have known you for over a decade now... You think I can't tell when you're lying?" he asks.I look at him for a brief second. "Okay, true.""You've burnt the shit out of them!" Zac calls out from behind us and all three of us turn to face him at the same time. Burney and I try and contain out laughter, but it comes out as a

He kissed me quickly."I'll see you tonight!" he declared, before me leaving me to get ready.It wasn't soon later that my phone chimed, signalling a message from Maddie.Hey, so. I lowkey forgot 2 mention but 2nite is white night.What does that mean?It means we wear white...Shit Maddie! I literally don't own anything white!How did you know about this?Stevie told us @ the last meeting. U were 2 busy sucking face with Zac ;)Shit!... sorry. Forgive me JYou owe me bigI do. C U Soon xxxxxWhat the hell was a white night? I began to stress as I finished my makeup and hair. I opted for light makeup, using more sparkles than necessary on my upper lid and cheekbones. I left my hair in curls, making the strands loose but defined around my face. My hair was growing longer, and I was tempted to chop it all off again.Now for the hard part. I searched high and low in my closet and only found one thing that was white. I got my phone out again, messaging Maddie again.You owe me SO big!!!

He hovers above me, placing himself at my entrance and looks into my eyes."I hate that I'm asking this but are you sure you want to do this?" He asks. He's breathing heavily."I do," I nod my head. He swallows again and I begin to panic. "Do you?""Fuck yes," he says almost too quickly which makes me chuckle. His hands cup either side of my face. "You have no idea how badly I want to make love to you," he responds with a shake of his head. "I love you so much," he continues and my heart melts."I love you," I whisper back."Okay, I'm going to make love to you now, Angel. It will hurt a little, so let me know if it hurts too much," he says and leans down to kiss me. "I'll be gentle," he tells me.Keeping his eyes locked on mine he shifts his hips forward slightly and enters inside of me. My mouth widens as he enters, and I feel a slight pinch. He was right, it does hurt, but it's not terrible."Christ! You're the sun!" he calls out. I watch his face crumble. He buries his face in my n

"Good different or bad?" I ask."Good... definitely good... but why?" she questions to herself."Beats me," I shrug, desperate to change the topic."You're also late," she adds, her suspicion continuing."Slept in," I nodded my head and feigning nonchalance."Hmm" she hums to herself and I chuckle."Maybe it's because I didn't do my hair..." I suggested, trying to change the subject."No, that's not it.""Then I don't know," I shrugged and began unstacking the books in the next isle to try and avoid her."I'll figure it out," she says to herself as if it is a challenge and I chuckle again getting to work.Today was a busy day and I having a thumping headache, probably due to the lack of coffee. When the shop died down a little after lunch, both Zari and I looked up when the door chimed, and I was engulfed with the smell of mint and rain that followed."Good afternoon, ladies!" Zac called and I practically ran towards him. I stopped in front of him before I could bombard him, and I was