Semua Bab The Alpha Who Saved Me: Bab 41 - Bab 50

Remi POVZanye’s mouth opened and closed a few times before he finally gave up.“I don’t know why I said all that,” I admitted honestly. “It’s been so long since I vented about my past to anyone… it actually feels good.” I sighed, finally feeling like I could breathe properly before shifting my attention to Zanye.“What about you? Oh right. I keep forgetting you can’t speak. But can’t you at least write? Or better still, mouth words?” I asked, and he shook his head.“How is that even possible? You even had to have a third party say those things, which by the way… is a bit weird,” I added, watching his brow lift like he didn’t expect that.“I didn’t want to say anything before because I was still a bit shaky, but… that’s not a very romantic way to confess.” I gave a small smile. “I liked it better when you used your hands.”“Here.” I held out my hand. “Give me your hand.”He hesitated for a second, giving me a weird look, but then reached forward. His hand was so large, I had to hold i

Zanye’s POVSleep didn’t come easy that night. And when it did, it was only filled with lustful dreams I shouldn’t have been having in the first place.When the sun rose, I was grateful, only to be instantly buried under a pile of paperwork. Normally, I didn’t mind. But now, my foot kept tapping restlessly against the floor, counting every second until I was done.And once I finished, I willingly let my feet lead me back to her room. That was where I ran into Nikolai, just as he was shutting the door.He bowed when he saw me. “She’s not in there,” he said, like he already knew the question I was about to ask.My brow knitted. “Where is she?” I asked through the mind link.He shrugged. “She has the freedom to move around. She could be anywhere.”I cursed under my breath. This mansion was massive. Finding her wouldn’t be easy. So of course, I made Nikolai ask around until a few maids pointed to the last place they’d seen her.A small smile tugged at the corner of my lips as her scent hi

Remi POV “The Alpha called for you.” I had prepared for this moment. It sounds like a strange thing to say, but it was expected. He’d been gone for almost two weeks. Knowing him, I knew he would call for me the second he returned. I had mentally prepared myself to take the pain. I told myself I had gotten stronger. And I had, at least a little. So why won’t my hands stop trembling? Why do I feel so uneasy? “Done,” Nadia said, fixing the last clasp. I turned to look at myself in the mirror. The dress this time was a thin red one. See-through in all the wrong places. The neckline dipped low, stopping just above my navel. The sides were slit up to my hips, exposing the full length of my thighs. “Breathe,” Nadia said softly, placing a hand on my shoulder. “Just get through tonight.” I nodded, even though I could barely feel my legs. “Did you take the pills?” Vivian asked. My eyes widened for a second. I had completely forgotten. I gave them to Zanye to check, but he never ga

Remi POVThat night, I couldn’t sleep. After I was returned back to my room, I lay there completely naked, tossing and turning, clenching my thighs together.I felt empty. Like something was missing, but I couldn’t name it.All I knew was… I was restless.My hand slid down my thigh, my fingers finding their way between my legs, brushing over the sore, sensitive spot that still pulsed from earlier.I gasped.Even the slightest touch made my back arch, made my lips part.I shouldn’t be doing this. I shouldn’t want it.But right now my body didn’t care about shame.My finger moved to my folds, circling it the way Zanye had done hours ago. My breath hitched. I was already wet, plus still filled with their cum.I moaned softly, rolling my hips into my own touch, chasing that same high he gave me. But no matter how I moved… it wasn’t enough. It didn’t feel like him.I tried. God, I tried.But it felt hollow.I stopped, letting my hand fall beside me, my chest rising and falling with frustra

Remi POV“Do you know where I can find the Beta?” I asked, cornering Nikolai in the hallway. My voice was breathless, my heart pounding in my chest. I was desperate. I couldn’t accept the fact that he was ignoring me.It had been a week.A whole week.And Zanye had become almost nonexistent. So I took matters into my own hands.“You can’t,” Nikolai said, avoiding my eyes completely.“Why not?” I asked, gripping the hem of my dress to keep my hands from shaking.“You can’t because… he’s busy,” he replied.That was an obvious lie.He was always busy, but never this busy. How stupid did they think I was?“And…” Nikolai added, his voice quieter now, “you shouldn’t be acting familiar with me in public.”My grip on his arm loosened almost instantly. Right. He was still known as the cold, strict guard and was heavily respected for that.“I’m sorry,” I murmured, stepping back a little.He gave a small nod.Then, biting down on my bottom lip, I hesitated before whispering, “Can you tell him I