All Chapters of My Alpha Mate Wants An Open Relationship: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

Camilla POV " Alpha Logan?" I call in surprise." I didn't expect to see you here." I add. We haven't been talking much,just occasional texting and he didn't mention something about coming to see me the last time we texted." Yeah. I came unannounced. You shouldn't be surprised though. This has always been me not unless you don't want me here." He says and I can tell from his body language that he's feeling a bit rejected." I was just a little surprised. I didn't expect it. Please come in. " I reply and motion for him to enter.He looks good in his black pants and the brown shirt that fits his body perfectly, showing his broad shoulders. The color of the shirt matches his hair, a little bit tussled like he has run his hands through them many times.His hair is a little bit longer than I remember, but it suits him. It has some golden strands in them, that makes him look so handsome and hot."Heard you've been busy lately." Logan comments and I raise my brows at him." Alex and I stil

Camilla POV The drive back to the pack is a peaceful silence. But my mind cannot stop wandering to that moment Logan lost his cool when I mentioned Hector wanting me back.If that's the reaction he showed,how will he react when I finally confess to him that I am in love with someone else?Of course,I don't plan on letting him know who the person is but I'll have to tell him that much. I owe it to him. He has been nothing but nice to me,offering to help me. He's even willing to give me time and space to sort out my feelings,he's being a perfect gentleman and I feel like such a bitch for betraying him like this.But...I cannot lie about how I feel anymore. The feelings are there and no matter how hard I try,I cannot wish them away. I don't feel anything about him but that man old enough to be my father? Thinking about him makes me feel alive.Just as Gina suggested,I have to figure out my exact feelings towards Theo. Is this just lust or is there more to it? Love, perhaps?"You seem lo

Logan POV I park my car outside the pack house and start making my way to my office. No matter how much I try to relax and not overthink things,I can't help but feel like Camilla is hiding something important from me.I saw something in her, something that makes me doubt that she is in love. That's probably why I lost it and snapped at her when she talked about Hector wanted her back. For a moment,I considered the fact that she might still be in love with that bastard.One thing is for sure, whoever she is in love with is definitely not me. I can see it on her face. Camilla has never looked at me more than a friend. Then there's her confession that she already presented her petition to dissolve her bond. She took the long path even with me offering the easiest way out. She silently refused my help to speed up the process.I won't lie to myself that it didn't hurt but what can I do? I can't force her to love me. That's not something I could ever do to her or anyone else. Feelings are

Camilla POV I can feel tears pricking my eyes, threatening to fall but I hold them back. I rush to my office,grab my bag and leave instructions to the assistant nurses before heading back home. I feel broken and hurt. If Theo's confession came at a different time,in a different atmosphere,I would have been thrilled. Why did he have to say those words knowing they would trigger me? He knows we can't have anything concrete in public yet he dared confess his love for me?I numbly make my way to the house. It's evening already and I am glad when I find Gina alone in the house. The baby is probably asleep upstairs in her room or with the caregiver. Alex is nowhere to be seen and I can't be anymore grateful." Camilla," Gina calls after I greet her abs and start making my way to my room. I halt in my steps, turning around to face her. The ever receptive Gina must have sensed something is wrong with me. I can see it all over her face. The questions she is eager to ask." Is everything alri

Camilla povGina stares at me as if what I just said was the most absurd thing ever. Maybe she is considering what she knows about my relationship with Theo. " Camilla, " she calls, her voice strained. I fight my tears from falling and fake a smile. " I know, Gina. You don't need to tell me that I'm pathetic. " I say, looking away. " That's not what I wanted to say, Camilla. " Gina says, taking my hand. I look at her, tears stinging my eyes." What did you want to say then? That you think I should leave him because I deserve better? " I say, not letting the tears fall.Gina looks at me for a long time. I feel as if she's studying me, looking for an answer I'm not sure of." That this is getting more messy than we anticipated. I also want to say that Theo is a bastard. " Gina finally says, her tone neutral.I nod, agreeing with her. Theo is indeed a bastard. Confessing to me while aware of our situation was really heartless of him. It's like dangling a candy before a child who is dy