Semua Bab Alpha's Remorse After Her Death: Bab 41 - Bab 50

Amber’s POVI stood in bedroom of the house I was renting, staring in the full length mirror near the foot of the bed. Anna was sitting on it, while Alice ran around, excitedly pointing out spots of the gown I was wearing.“There’s so much glitter, Mom! You sparkle!”“Too much, maybe?” I asked, stil

Amber’s POVI stood in the entryway of the banquet hall for a long moment as I looked around the room, searching for people I knew – mainly Noah, or some others from the hospital.Unfortunately, others saw me first and must have recognized me. Before I knew it, the entire room was clapping, applaudi

Amber’s POVDespite seeing Roman drop to one knee, I still didn’t believe I was seeing what I thought I was seeing. After all, I thought I had always made clear that my feelings for Roman were only those of friendship.He knew that. We’d talked about it, and since then, I’d never given any indicatio

Amber’s POVMy loud no might have been ruder than I had intended it to be. I hadn’t meant to hurt Roman’s feelings. He had always been a good friend to me, and I wasn’t treating him very kindly by acting like marrying him would be the worst thing in the world.It wouldn’t, even though I didn’t love

Amber’s POVAfter Julian left, I had so many mixed feelings about the evening that I didn’t know what to do with them. I was tired too, maybe too tired to confront everything that was going on with me. At least to do so properly.So, even though I wanted to reflect on the day’s events to try to make