41: Ayame - The Threads We SewAyameI finally understand my father’s words when he said, “it’s never the world that changes. Just the way our experiences and awareness makes us see it.”I choose to see last night as breaking the chains. The ownership that the Yon had over me, since the night Sai and I met. Regardless of the brand between my shoulder blades, the price for my defiance. The one that eternally proves I was their prisoner, I can choose to see that differently too.Even if Sai can’t.I’m only free because of the Sani. The monster everyone else fears, and regardless of how awful it is, I feel a sense of power in that. Vanity or something like it. Knowing that I was Sai’s first, just like he was mine. That he is brutal, merciless, and could easily destroy most anything.He’s rude, vulgar, utterly savage, and chose to be gentle with me. For me. To offer me pleasure and grant me mercy.I know his blood is the only reason I’m not a walking bruise, but at the same time he could
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