After the mate bond dissolution, Derek suffered from insomnia for a long time.He was afraid to close his eyes. Whenever he did, Vivian's image would appear before him.He couldn't even bear to go home. The living room remained exactly as it had been when Vivian left, and each time he stepped inside, he couldn't help but start hating himself.Hating himself for choosing Sarah when it mattered most.He also began to uncontrollably resent both Sarah and Ethan.If Ethan hadn't begged him to save Sarah first, would Vivian have stayed?He finally realized, too late, that it was Vivian he truly loved.As for Sarah, she had merely been a stubborn attachment from his youth.So when Sarah asked if he wanted to perform the mating ceremony with her, he refused without a second thought.Sarah asked tearfully why not, and he looked at her hateful face, practically snarling through gritted teeth:"Because you can't even compare to a single strand of Vivian's hair!"Ethan cried in front of him many t
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