SebastianI try to always be patient when dealing with Cassandra. I no longer want to hurt her again just to have her.Losing her was something incredibly heavy for me. Because of the foolish things I did in the past, I nearly killed her.Ah… this time, I want to win her back in a good way. But you know, that is very difficult because it requires endless patience.I try not to force things, but again and again there are men who try to get close to her. This time, the most irritating one is Cillian, bringing up her past.It makes me deeply anxious that if I move too slowly, Cassandra will be taken by another man.Over and over, something urges me to do something, to make sure Cassandra isn’t with another man, so that I won’t lose her again, even if it means using rather harsh methods.It would drown everything all over again, wouldn’t it?The guilt is always a nightmare for me, like sinking into thick, pitch-black water.“What do you think, Alden? What should I do?” Leaning back in my
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