AgathaI got up in the middle of the night and my heart beat like I had been running miles. My entire skin was wet, my bedclothes in knots, and, having lost all idea of direction, I thought I was still in that study, with the gun in my hand, and Kol was falling on the floor.I sat up right, and clutched my chest. The room was dark, too quiet. My breath rasped.He’s alive, I reminded myself. He’s alive.And that was the problem.I couldn’t sleep anymore in this house without thinking he’d walk through my door and remember. I’d look up, and there he’d be, his voice steel, his eyes cutting through me, saying “You did this.“I pushed the blankets aside, and rose. I moved my feet over the cold floor, over the passage where the silence seemed to close in on me with every step, down the stairs till I was in the garden.My skin and the night air did not get along. I hugged myself, pacing the flagstones.He can’t remember. He can’t. But what if he does?The questions circled, relentless. My m
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