Though if I’m being honest with myself, I’m over him. I don’t miss him. I don’t even wonder what if anymore. I don’t feel anything for him anymore, other than contempt, anger, and a strange grief. No love, no missing him, no wanting him back. Honestly, there’s more relief than anything. Relief that he’s gone, that he can’t keep breaking my heart, that I’m free of him and his abuse. Because he seemed to love hurting me. He’d throw me away, then reel me back in with sweet words, small gestures of kindness, and then he’d go right back to being cold and pushing me away.And the cheating… that was too hard to deal with. Finding out that he was taking other women to bed and breaking my heart… that hurt. So much. And now that I’m free of him, I just feel more relief than anything.The owner throws the disc in my direction again, but the dog leaps up and grabs it out of the air before it can get very far and runs it back. I smile as I watch them play, thinking about how my life is moving on.
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