All Chapters of Stronger Than Pain: From Beta To Luna: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

Humming a gentle tone under my lips, I flip the last slice of toast before placing it on the plate. The eggs are golden yellow, the bacon is red and crispy, and the glass of orange juice is chilled. Just the way Jonathan likes it.“Breakfast is ready.” I plant a warm smile on my face as I move towards the dining room with the two plates on each hand.“Hmmm, smells amazing.” Jonathan, my husband of years now, nods his head appreciatively. Rubbing his hands with anticipation, he takes the first bite and moans.The exact reaction I was praying for. “How does it taste?” I settle down across from him on the dining table. I already know he’s in love with the food, I just want to hear it from him.“As it looks and smells, love. Splendid.” He rushes for the second bite.I pick up my utensils, cutting a piece of toast and swallowing hard. Hunger is far from me but I need something to distract me before I let out what I want to say. Hesitating, I wonder if I should still mention this to Jonat

I jolt up with shock as the Alpha strides down towards us with a few large steps. His eyes lingers on me but not for long. His furious face is directed to his son who’s now standing with a bowed head.“What is the meaning of this, Henry?” Alpha Conan spits harshly at the child. “How many times have I warned you never to wander off without a word?”Henry doesn’t say anything, only clasping his fingers together silently. I watch the interaction, feeling guilty for not trying to find the boy’s father as soon as I saw him alone. I want to say something but I don’t want to interfere with the father trying to reprimand his child for doing something wrong. As a parent, I know how hard it is when your child chooses not to listen to your instructions.“I-I am sorry, Father.” Henry mutters, wringing the hem of his shirt. My heart breaks to see him like this. If only there is something I can do.“Let’s go.” the Alpha grabs his son’s hand to leave, barely sparing me a glance.Knowing he will onl

After dinner, I come into my bedroom to fold the laundry from last night. My body is listless but I know I won’t be able to sleep which is why I busy myself with chores. I plan to mop the entire house after this so I would black out as soon as I touch the bed.I know my thoughts would run too far if I decide to think about what occured today. Jonathan’s words, Jayden’s behaviour and the Luna’s self-righteousness. Everything was too overwhelming to take in.“Maya.” Jonathan walks into the bedroom and I close my eyes, missing the days when his voice was all I needed to feel safe and comforted. “I know you’re not happy with the way Jayden spoke to you today but don’t take it to heart. He’s just a child.” Turning around, I see Jonathan looking at me softly and I know he’s trying to make peace. And he’s right; emotions were high this afternoon and the tension escalated matters. But something just wasn’t right to me. “I know.” I mutter, wishing for him to just leave me to my thoughts. “C

Alpha Conan drove me back the hotel without a word. Jonathan and Luna Samira are gone by the time we get there, and I exhaled in relief. I don't think I would have been able to handle it."Thank you, Alpha Conan." I whispered as I got down."I'll keep in touch. Remember to act normal, we don't want them to suspect a thing." He said curtly before driving off.I locate my car in the parking lot and drive back home like nothing happened, despite the slight tremble of my hands on the steering wheel. I unlock the door and step inside. The house is quiet, moonbathed by the full moon outside.Jayden's room is dark, except for the dim glow of his nightlight in the corner. I walk in and stare at him, curled up under the covers. Then I drop to the floor.I don't make a sound, just let the tears choose their path as my head rested on his headboard. This boy, this sweet innocent boy, was my entire world. Nothing could change that, no woman, no lies, no cheating mate.I would fight for him, no mat

It isn't relief, or confusion. My heart stops in horror. Horror at the thought that this man would have the nerve to look me in the eye, and lie. I look up at him, searching for the emotion to back up his words. But his eyes are hollow, and my chest tightens. I can't even find my voice to respond."You're doing your best, and I'm grateful, okay?" He continues, and my brows go up involuntarily. Since when did he..."Thank you." Is all I can mutter as he walks away, hugging Jayden as he goes up to his room. I stand there for a while, the silence acting as some form of comfort to the rage in my chest.That night, sleep is far from me. I toss and turn, my thoughts a scrambled mess. The pancakes are gone, Jayden is asleep in front of the TV, and Jonathan had retreated to the bedroom without another word after his sudden show of affection.But I lay awake on the couch, my heart beating too loud for my own good. He said he loved me. And the strange part was, for a fleeting second, I almost b