Semua Bab Alpha’s Regret: Chasing His Rejected Luna: Bab 101 - Bab 110

ELARAIt’s been five days since I have been in this pack. The DNA test came back as a 99.99% match. Alpha Tobias Grey is indeed my father. I don’t know how to think or act. I have just been here in this pack with my children, not knowing what to do next.Though I am confused, and it feels like my whole life has been a lie. I have always believed that my parents were Omegas from the Mountain Shadow pack, but it turns out that they must have been mistaken. Perhaps the unidentified woman they found by them was my mother.Since Alpha Grey is my father, I am supposed to have Alpha blood, right? But I don’t feel as strong and powerful as an Alpha would feel. I could’ve said the result was manipulated, but it turns out that I indeed have the healing powers they said my mother had.I have been following Marcel to the hospital, and he has helped me activate my healing powers—something I never knew I had. The feeling of healing a sick person is magical and exciting. It is what has been helping

ELARAMonths pass, and it seems as if I keep spiraling around a dark loop. My chest hurts all the time from the betrayal. I can’t seem to get over it. I can’t seem to get over Kieran. Damn, I hate him so damn much. I regret ever believing him. I wish I had found a way to run away sooner, before he made me fall deeply in love with him, only to hurt me again.Marcel has been really helpful. He’s been trying various ways to cheer me on, and I do appreciate that, but nothing seems to be working. The only thing that makes my mind drift away from the thought of Kieran for a few seconds is healing. But sometimes, the thought overwhelms me so much that I even find it hard to concentrate on healing.Today is one of those days when I get overwhelmed. I am trying to treat one of the pack’s soldiers who accidentally got injured during training when my heart suddenly starts beating rapidly. My hands are trembling from anxiety, and the air in the room becomes limited.“Excuse me,” I quickly tell t

ELARAI thought severing my ties completely with Kieran was going to make me forget about him, but I was wrong. I still can't stop thinking about him. He controls my entire existence. Even while I am healing people, I am thinking about him. I think about him in my sleep and everywhere. I hate this. I hate this so much. I wish I had the magic to erase him from my mind.“Mommy. What are you thinking about?” Aria asks as she curls into me, wrapping her tiny arms around me.Adrien joins her, and I wrap my arms around them.“Nothing, baby,” I say, kissing both of them on their foreheads.“Do you miss Daddy?” Adrien suddenly asks, and my heart drops to my stomach. They have not asked or spoken about him in a long time now. I don’t want to lie to him, and I don’t want to answer that question. So, I just keep quiet and stroke their backs gently.Suddenly, I feel a wave of sickness, and before I know it, the urge to throw up comes in. Quickly, before I vomit on their bodies, I put my kids as

ALPHA TOBIAS GREYI am really worried about my daughter, Loretta. There’s someone out there who is after her life, and we have no idea who it is. I have secretly made investigations, but I can’t seem to figure out anything. I haven’t talked to her about it, as I don’t want her to feel uncomfortable in any way. I don’t want to push her into leaving this pack. The only thing I can do now is to protect her with everything. That’s why I have one of my men secretly following her everywhere to make sure she is safe.I am in the office, getting pack matters sorted when I hear a knock on the door. “Who is it?” I ask. “It’s me. Marcel,” his voice sounds from the other end of the door. “Come on in,” I say immediately. The door opens, and he walks inside, sitting on the chair opposite me. “How is work? Do you need help?” he asks. “If only you’d help me,” I sigh. “Of course, I can help you. Why not?” he quickly says.Sighing again, I mutter, “Why are you here?”He doesn’t just come to my

ISLAI am insanely worried about Elara. Kieran has been looking for her, but there are no traces of her. How could she have disappeared like that? I just hope she and the kids are fine. I think about her every day, hoping she’ll return someday. I still can’t wrap my head around why she suddenly decided that she couldn’t do it anymore. I was so sure that Elara had fully forgiven Alpha Kieran and was ready to be with him despite what he did to her in the past. What changed? Vivianne was the last person with her, and I strongly suspect that witch. Now, she’s becoming the Luna of this pack. It seems she has it perfectly planned out. I hate that I can’t call her out because I have no evidence whatsoever or even know what she told Elara. Damn, this shit is fucking driving me crazy. I want Elara back. I want my best friend back.“Baby,” Harold calls as he wraps his arms around me from behind and places a kiss on my neck. “You are the most beautiful woman ever.” I am dressed in a navy-bl