Semua Bab GUARDED HEAT: Bab 151 - Bab 160

Shawn became silent again after that. He did not respond to everything I said. His gaze was also directed on the floor, stuck in there as if he was seeing something interesting. But when I looked at his face, like really looked at him intently, I started seeing what he was truly feeling. I literally saw how his brains were working through his face.He was contemplating again. He probably wanted to ask a question, which could either be something he thought was too much or too personal or a question that he believed was too heavy for him to ask.I did not say anything either. As much as I wanted him to talk, I didn't want to force him. I've already risked my job by knowing his secret and dragging him here without his permission. I don't want to add more reasons as to why he should fire me. I don't want to lose my job, alright? I love my job, and I love working at the Raptis. I also love working with the guys, with Gunner, but most especially with Shawn.I've never

Back to the present...George's POVThe sound of the doorbell ringing at my front door was what brought me back to the present, cutting off the memories of how my sexual relationship with George started.I turned the stove off as I was already done with cooking, then quickly headed to the door.I was all smiles when I opened the door, more than ready to welcome Shawn, when Shawn suddenly lunged forward, grabbed me by the nape, and then claimed my lips for an urgent kiss, which caught me so much off guard, I was rooted to the ground, couldn't move, and couldn't even blink.But when one of Shawn's hands travelled to my crotch and squeezed my still-covered cock, that's when I finally was able to get out of the shock I was in.My hands immediately went to Shawn's waist and pulled him closer towards me as I started kissing him back with the same fervor and intensity.A sultry moan came out of Shawn's mouth when I bit his lower lip, while a groan came out of mine when Shawn started grinding

Shawn's POVA tight and heavy embrace on my waist and a hot breath fanning on my nape were what woke me up from my deep slumber.I groggily opened my eyes, blinking away the haze, waiting for my gaze to clear and be able to focus. And once I did, a very familiar bedside table, a lamp, and a very familiar wall were what I first saw.It only took me a couple of seconds to realize where I was and why everything that I was seeing was familiar. It was because this was George's room, the same room where we always fucked, but I've never stayed in it for a night.My eyes travelled to the arm that heavily sat on my waist. There's no more question. It was definitely George's arm. And I was sure it was also his breath that I was feeling on my nape.How the hell did we get to this?And just like that, the memories of what happened last night filled my brain.I remembered how I jumped on him, how we fucked on his couch in the living room, then in the kitchen, and here in his bedroom, where both of

George's POVI did not close my eyes as I kissed Shawn. I wanted to see his reaction, every emotion that passed his face as I continued claiming his lips. And Shawn did not disappoint me. From being surprised, I saw how his guard had been slowly being torn apart until it finally crumbled, and he finally ended up closing his eyes as he kissed me back with the same intensity. His hands also found their way to the back of my head, gripping my hair so tightly, and to my waist, pulling me even closer to him as if our closeness wasn't enough for him, as if he wanted to burrow his body into mine. And I loved it despite the displeased feeling I was having because of how things ended with us this morning.I understood what Shawn said and where he was coming from. I really do. He was right after all. From the moment we started this relationship, we both already knew which boundaries we should not cross even without us talking about it. I knew where I should and should not be crossing a line. Bu

Shawn's POVI have been staring at myself in the mirror for more than half an hour now. And even after doing that, I still couldn't comprehend how I ended up in this situation.Well, I honestly knew why, but I just did not want to admit it. I did not want to admit the fact that George was able to make me agree to go on a date with him today by simply teasing me about not fucking me. It was so fucking embarrassing to think that after how I acted yesterday morning, after how much I told him about setting a clear boundary in our relationship, I still ended up in this situation.I pressed my forehead on the mirror with my head bent down. I closed my eyes, and a very deep sigh, one that came from the deepest part of me, broke out from my mouth.Fuck! I don't want to do this because I know that doing this would mean a change in our relationship, a change that I know would be bad for me.Sure, I could call George right now and tell him that I changed my mind, that I decided not to go with hi