VERANIA The next few days were chaotic, but things were relatively calm, at least where interpersonal relationships were concerned. I couldn’t stop thinking about the kiss that Alpha Rasmon and I shared. There was something so raw about it. I tried and tried to push it to the back of my mind, but I didn’t succeed. Unfortunately, that memory haunted me even in my dreams, and lately, I’d been slightly feverish. It started on the day that Derrick nearly attacked me, but although the symptoms were dying down, it was still present. There was nothing to be done about it at all. I would just have to wait and see what would happen. I desired him. That was the truth. As much as I hated myself for it, I couldn’t stop. I had dreams where he would walk into my room and make love to me, and then I’d wake up soaked. Relief was only possible when I touched myself, and even so, it left me feeling hollow in a sense. I wished I could make it all stop, but my body was reacting in very strange ways
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