Lahat ng Kabanata ng Total Surrender : Kabanata 31 - Kabanata 40

Pamela stepped into the apartment, the weight of the evening still lingering on her shoulders. The door clicked shut behind her, and before she could even take off her heels, Sophia launched herself from the couch, eyes sparkling with mischief and curiosity. “Oh my God, you’re back!” Sophia squealed, wrapping Pamela in a tight hug. “Tell me everything. Did he kiss you? Was it awkward? Did he trip on himself like last time?” Pamela laughed, shaking her head as she dropped her purse onto the coffee table. “No trips, thankfully. And no kiss-just a peck on the cheek.” Sophia gasped, clutching imaginary pearls. “A gentleman? In this economy?” She flopped onto the couch, patting the space beside her. “Details. Now.” Pamela sank into the cushions, kicking her feet up. “It was… nice. Really nice, actually. He brought me sunflowers.” “Sunflowers?” Sophia cooed. “That’s adorable. Did he remember you liked them, or was that a lucky guess?” “He remembered.” Pamela smiled faintly, trac

Pamela climbed the stairs to her apartment as each step felt heavier than the last one. She was feeling terrible guilt that was sticky and suffocating. The kiss replayed in her mind. It was soft and gentle, and nothing like the possessive bruising kisses Richard had filled her with. She fumbled with her keys, her chest still tight. "He deserves better than this," she thought. "Better than me." Yes, initially Jason had been a rebound, just a fling, not meant to last. But now, things were getting complicated and she was the cause. She was the one that kissed him. She could have just shut the car door and climbed up the stairs, but instead she kissed him.Inside the apartment was dark. Sophia was out-probably with Luke. Well, thank goodness, because she needed to be alone.The right thing to do was to give Jason a chance. Jason was kind, funny, uncomplicated. He didn't come with a past drenched in Mafia blood or a wife who was total bitch. He was normal.And yet, as she kicked off her h

Pamela's eyelids fluttered open to the sound of running water. Sophia was already in the shower singing off key to the pop music playing from her phone. For a moment, Pamela lay still, disoriented, until the events of last night came rushing back."Oh God!" She had tried her best to all asleep after the whole 'sexssion', but she couldn't. Images of Luke and Sophia grinding against each other-Luke's crazy dick in Sophia's ass, kept flashing to the back of her eyelids. She later managed to fall asleep around 4.am, but three hours of sleep was not enough.She squeezed her eyes shut, as if she could erase the memory, but it came back again, as clear as day. She groaned, rolling onto her stomach and burying her face in the pillow.The shower stopped, and moments later, Sophia emerged wrapped in a towel, her hair clinging to her shoulders. She paused when she saw Pamela awake, as a smirk grew slowly on her lips."Morning, Sunshine," Sophia chirped, slowly dropping into the edge of the bed.

The moment Richard closed the door, regret set in instantly. He summoned all he composure in the world to walk down he hallway to the parking lot and to his car. But the moment he stepped inside the car he opened the box in his heart and er everything out."Shit...shit.... fuck," he screamed loudly slamming his fists on the steering wheel. "What did I just do?" Of course he didn't want her to leave-to move on...with Jason. "Fuck Jason." His heart was screaming back at him. He should have told her how he really felt. He should have told her Eleanor was a liar and manipulatorz but instead he told her to move on. Nature gave him another chance, brought it right to his doorstep. And what did he do? He spat right in nature's face. This time around he was sure he'd lost Pamela for real. If there were any atom of love or feelings she had for him, it was all gone."Why do I have to ruin everything I touch?" A thought came to him to step out and rush after her-tell her he wanted her back m

Pamela blinked. "What faculty dinner?" "The Annual Faculty Dinner & Awards Night," Sophia said, like it was obvious. "It’s this saturday Students can come if they’re invited. And you’re my plus-one." Pamela’s stomach dropped. "No." "Yes." "No, Sophia." "Pam. Richard will be there." "That’s exactly why I’m not going!" "Wrong. That’s exactly why you are going." Sophia’s eyes gleamed. "You show up looking like a goddess on Jason’s arm, and Richard gets to watch you move on. That’s how you get over someone—by showing them they lost you." Pamela opened her mouth to argue, but Sophia cut her off. "And before you say no—just think about it. One night. One chance to walk in there like you own the place. No tears. No regrets. Just you, being untouchable." Pamela hesitated. The idea was equal parts terrifying and thrilling. Sophia smirked. "I’ll take that silence as a yes." Pamela groaned. Sophia clapped her hands. "Okay. Dress time." "What? Now ?" "Uh, yes now. We