Semua Bab My Plus-Size Best Friend Is My Mate: Bab 41 - Bab 50

Nathan’s povI wrapped Ashina up with a blanket, her body trembling beneath my touch. I lifted her from the bed, her weight light in my arms. Every part of me ached at seeing her like this, vulnerable and delirious. I carried her to the bathroom, ignoring the abnormality of my own heart. Carefully, I lowered her into the bathtub filled with cold water. Thomas had told me that was also a solution that could help calm her nerves down. It wouldn’t completely wear off the effect of the drug but it was something to try.Ashina weakly flared her hands and legs, splashing water everywhere, still mumbling, "Nathan…" Her eyes were unfocused. "I'm hot," she kept saying, her voice just above a whisper.My heart clenched at her distress. "Just stay in the water, okay? It'll help." I said, Even though I knew she couldn’t make sense of what I was saying, I went out of the bathroom, my mind racing. I needed to cool her down quickly and the cold bath barely had an effect. I pressed the intercom but

ASHINA’S POVI felt Nathan's warm arms wrap around me, pulling me into a gentle embrace as I sobbed uncontrollably. My mind was a jumbled mess, unable to process what had happened or where I was. But in that moment, none of it mattered. All that mattered was Nathan's presence, his comfort…He whispered softly to me, telling me everything would be okay, and I believed him. I had to believe him.As my sobs died down, I felt embarrassment creep in. I was surprised by my outburst, worried that Nathan would see me as weak and vulnerable. And what if he thought I looked ugly, with my puffy red eyes and tear-stained face? I was sure I looked repulsive, and the thought of Nathan seeing me like this made me want to hide.Nathan pulled out from the hug, his arms on my shoulders as he tried to gauge my expression.“Are you done?” he asked and my already flushed face, flushed even further in embarrassment.I nodded, not making eye contact with him. My eyes were fixed on my hands as I fidgeted with

Nathan’s POVThe room grew quiet for a second before Daniel chuckled, "Yeah I figured,” Daniel said with a smirk. “So what brought you here this time?” He asked raising an eyebrow at me and I shook my head slightly to the side."I was passing the corridor and decided to pay a surprise visit in here" I lied and he nodded slowly, still looking at me with knowing eyes."I see" he looked and I pinned my eyes on him as I returned his question back to him."And you? What are you doing here?" And watched as his signature smirk appeared back on his face"I've told you already. I was going my way then I saw you heading in here and I followed because I was curious to see what you were up to" I opened my mouth to say something but the words got lost along the way and I went mute. He had a way of leaving me speechless on so many occasions. The silence went on for some minutes and was about to get too awkward."What's your deal with Ashina?" I asked all of a sudden, my eyes not leaving him, lookin

Ashina's POVI was deeply shaken after leaving Nathan's room and walking to my room. I closed my room door behind me and rested on the door, trying to process everything that had happened in the past few hours. It was a lot to process but at least I was glad that even if it was terrible, it was more bearable as Philip had not had the chance to rape me. If that had happened, I wondered how I would have felt right now because I already felt like shit.All of a sudden, I felt the need to be clean and I walked into the bathroom and entered the shower immediately enjoying the water as it fell all over my body, washing away the terrible thoughts that filled my head. It worked but immediately I turned off the water and got out of the shower, they all came rushing back.I laid down on my bed, facing upward and thinking too deeply, trying to understand what had happened truly but there was one particular question that made me think harder. I had woken up with water or what I thought it was, dr

Ashina's POVIt was all overwhelming and I didn't know how to react or what to say even. I knew the reason why I didn't want to tell him why I had been angry with him before the incident at the hotel and now I had gone and even made it more complicated. Why had I said that? It was supposed to be for my head alone and just as expected, he did the exact opposite of leaving me alone and even did more than I expected. Was he confessing some type of feelings he has for me to me right now? "Kiss me" I had no idea what was going on or how that had slipped from my mouth until I felt his lips on mine and froze but finally got over it and moved my lips only for him to pull away. I knew that he was just doing it out of pity but he couldn't even see it through and that hurt me. I didn't even know what I had been expecting. I simply took a step back and kept my head down but he came closer and raised my head to look at him. I just wanted to hide away in the same. Nobody wanted me, why in heaven's