Semua Bab THE ALPHA WHO SAVED ME WITH HIS MATE BOND: Bab 81 - Bab 90

Astrid“I have to talk to Gamel.”Samantha paused mid tightening the strings on my corset. “But why Milady?”“I just feel like he knows something,” I replied as she drew the strings back once more and then knotted them together.“Thank you,” I murmured, turning around to face her.“You are welcome milady.”I ran a hand down my front and gave her a small smile. “If my husband asks, tell him you don't know where I went,” I gently instructed before heading towards the door.“But what if Gamel doesn't know anything?” Samantha asked, trailing after me.I placed a hand on the knob and pulled the door open, “I think he knows something.”“W…what if he doesn't agree to tell you anything then?”“He will,” I answered with fake confidence before exiting the room.****As I made my way through the garden, then past it and towards the physician's cottage, I just couldn't shake away the dreary feeling weighing heavily on my mind, no matter how much I tried by insistently thinking about positive thi

Astrid “I fear that whatever might be wrong with me could be really deadly,” I mused aloud as Samantha and I rushed into the foyer.“There's nothing wrong with you milady,” Samantha muttered behind me.“Then why are they keeping it from me?”“Perhaps because there's really nothing to worry about,” she replied in a gentle tone.I wanted to believe her, but the trepidations were killing me. I couldn't help but worry about the possible worst.I spotted a maid dusting a nearby vase and quickly approached her.“Milady,” she curtsied when she noticed me and I gave her a small smile. “Do you know where the alpha is?”“I believe he's in his study, milady.”“Thank you…”“Selana, milady.” She answered, and I mentally chided myself for forgetting because I was sure she'd told me her name before.“Thank you Selana,” I said and she bowed again before turning back to continue with the dusting.“You don't have to follow me around Samantha, you should go have some lunch,” I said when she continued t

AstridHis hand closed around my elbow and he pulled me to a stop.“Astrid…please listen to me,” he started in a soft voice. “I know exactly how you feel and it makes me angry that I cannot make it go away.”I blinked as the stinging sensation in my eyes got worse and tears poured down my cheeks.I let him slowly spin me around to face him, and he reached out to wipe each side of my face gently. “Please don't cry,” he whispered.“I'm trying not to…” I choked out, “but I just feel a little sad that I have to be gotten rid of for others to be safe.” I sniffled as my teary eyes darted up to him. “I'm a danger to everyone, my family, the pack…now you”“You are blessing to us all,” he corrected gently, swiping his thumb across the left side of my face as another tear slid down my cheek.“Whether the others acknowledge it or not, does not negate the truth in that fact Astrid.”I choked out another sob as I moved to hug him, throwing my hands around his waist.“And no one is trying to get ri

AstridI was left in the room, still contemplating what would become of me now. The visions I saw still plagued me, making me panic. Although Magnus said he was worried about me but I could still feel the distance between us. He was there but it didn’t feel like it. How much longer before he completely decided that I wasn’t worth the risk?My fear of getting sent away and rejected made me keep the visions to myself. Maybe I’d tell him in the future but not now; not when I wasn’t sure what was going through Magnus’s head. I know it was selfish of me because hiding it from him might cause some problems for us in the future, but I was just afraid.As I sat there, lost in thoughts, Lana opened the door and came in. she shut the door after scanning the hallway furtively before she shut the door and came in. I just knew that something was going on. I sat up, concerned. “Lana, what’s going on?”She pulled a chair and sat opposite me. “There’s something you need to know, Astrid. What I told M

Magnus‘Do you notice anything weird about Astrid?’ I asked Kaiza, my wolf. I was taking the first watch while everyone slept so I was alone and I felt it was right to talk to someone about my growing doubts. I’d been uneasy the whole day because of the surge of emotions that I felt radiating from Astrid. I had to talk to her and reassure her that nothing would change the way I felt about her. I hadn’t been lying, but there was something that bothered me.‘What do you mean?’ Kaiza asked, sounding contemplative. ‘You mean something about her being targeted by the Void Hounds?’I scowled. ‘No! Not that, Kaiza! I thought you’d immediately catch on to what I’m saying!’Kaiza shot back at me in his typical witty ways. ‘Well, pardon me if I’m not a seer!’I sighed in resignation and then said, ‘I meant that Astrid is acting strange these days, you know? I feel like she’s hiding something from me. And before you ask, no, it’s not because of the mate bond.’‘I wasn’t going to ask that, Magnus