All Chapters of Hockey Alpha's Forbidden Flame - A stepbrother romance : Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

RoxyMy heart rate picks up as I read his message, not once but twice and then a third time before Rachel nudges my shoulder. “What’s so interesting on your mobile? You are blushing and as red as a beet right now.”I feel hot, even my stomach is swirling around of all things. It feels like a washing machine, sick with butterflies. I shouldn’t even be reacting this way about it but I am.How on earth can I have gone from despising him to wanting him? It is beyond me.“What? Nothing, just something I need to deal with at some point. It’s nothing. Come on let’s go check out the stores. You will have so much fun.”She claps her hand like I have just given her a puppy with a satin bow around its neck. Her exuberance wafts over me and I smile indulgently. I sure am going to miss Rachel when she flies back home tomorrow.Outside it’s freezing, as you would expect. I pull my coat around me tighter and do up the buttons. “Fuck, it’s cold here, I can’t wait to get back home,” I tell her.She li

RoxyI have done my best to avoid Blake for the last three days. Not because I am still in hate him mode. It’s a different kind of hate. I am pissed because I have some kind of weird feelings for him. Pissed because I want him so badly it makes my body ache and the other night, I got my vibrator out and gave it to myself. All the while thinking of his hands on my body, his mouth on my tits, between my legs, his tongue working magic on my pussy and in my mouth.It's better this way. I can’t be near Blake, something might happen and we would only regret it. He has a life here on the ice. Being an NHL player means he doesn’t have time for a relationship and I am not happy to be yet another notch on his bedpost. Even though he like a magnetic force, I have managed to stay away.Thankfully, he has got the keys to his new home. He moved in yesterday and I have yet to go over and check it out. But I can’t, like I said he and I would end up doing stupid stuff that will eventually involve emot

RoxyMy instincts are on high alert. I can sense the wolf is somewhere close by, but when will it show itself dammit. I’ve been waiting for an hour and still nothing.Yes, I do know that being in the woods is dangerous. Even I have heard the rumors of the rogue pack increasing and trying to take over. Blake’s dad was talking about it again this evening over dinner. Apparently, there is some meeting tomorrow morning, only he has not invited me to attend.When I asked if I should, he merely told me that it was for his Omegas only and his Alpha, that being Blake naturally. I wanted to scoff but my mother patted my hand and gave me that looks that says let it rest, Roxy. So, I did. I don’t want to upset my mother unnecessarily. She has enough on her plate.My camera is at the ready for a shot, I hold it up to my eyes and swing it from left to right. The night vision is on so easily I will be able to see anything that moves.I’ve been ignoring the texts from Blake. It’s way too dangerous t

RoxyI have to be careful here; my heart is becoming invested. How this has happened I have no idea, but the more time I spend with Blake and get to know him piece by piece, it just does.And now he has one of my most acclaimed pictures hanging in his room, his bedroom of all places. And paid half a million dollars, it’s making my head spin off my shoulders.He has this look on his face, his eyes are warm and soft. His lips form the perfect smile. Not that flirty one that gives me wet panties, the one that is full of something. I’m not even sure what that something is.The tension between us tangible, it’s crackling like electricity. God, I need to get out of his bedroom.“Thank you,” I say. Is that all I’ve got a thank you when he has done something monumental like purchasing that piece.“I need to get out of your room,” I tell him but not moving. It’s like someone has poured concrete over my feet. I feel unable to move. Blake comes closer to me. I can smell the muskiness of him. He

RoxyI am falling, falling, falling deep. The way he is looking at me is making me drown. His eyes are full of emotion that make me want to surrender myself to him. But…. What the hell am I thinking? I don’t want to do just a hook up, I think my feelings runner deeper.Blake rests his forehead on mine, our breathing matching each other breath for breath. Our heart rates beating in sync. What is this feeling? It’s like no other feeling I’ve felt before.My entire body is alive; all my nerves are on end waiting for his touch. I feel needy.“You don’t have to do anything,” Blake tells me. “If you feel uncomfortable, I get it. You know?”I nod and bite my lower lip. It’s like we are the only two people standing in the universe. “I want to,” I hear myself say. What am I saying? My brain is screaming at me, telling me this is not a good idea. My body, however, is telling me to make it happen.“Are you sure, Roxy? Once we step over that line, we have stepped over. There will be no going back