Helen’s POVI stood frozen beside the bed, my hand half-raised, trembling and I couldn't even move like my hands didn’t belong to me. My fingers hovered in the air above Varic, aching to touch the man I once called mine. A single look at Varic's white face, and something inside me unwound a numb ache, a yearning that threaded its way through all the veins. Rides into the brain burst forward, his laughter, the warmth of his arms when we were young, the vows we inscribed with heart when we said to ourselves when he went into the quiet of the forest. My heart writhed in torment, and tears welled up at the edges of my eyes.I couldn't breathe.I fought, caught between loyalty and want, yesterday and this unbearable today. Guilt scratched at me, humiliation heavy in my chest, and yet need beat there too insistently, demanding. For one mad throb, I fantasized about climbing into the bed, curling into the hard warmth of his chest, having his voice hum my name in that soft, comforting drawl
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