Semua Bab Torn Between my Alpha Mates: Bab 81 - Bab 90

Ezra’s P.O.VFuck.I wanted her. God, I wanted her so badly.But…If I gave in to my urges now, I just might fuck up what we had going, and I don’t think I can handle that. I don’t think I can forgive myself if I ruined the paradise that we had built for ourselves, between just the two of us."I can’t!” I spoke through gritted teeth, moving further back until my back hit the opposite wall of the tiny bathroom. “I can’t do this! I can’t stay…”“What’s wrong with me?”This time, her voice was a scream of frustration. A cry for help and a plea, all mixed in one.“Zoya…you need to stay calm or it’ll get wors-”“Don’t you get it?” She screamed at me. “It is worse, Ezra! I feel like ripping my own heart out of my chest if that’s what it’ll take for me to feel some kind of peace! I want this to end!”With every word she spoke, I couldn’t help but feel the weight of our connection, the magnetic pull that drew us towards one another getting stronger by the second. “I don’t know what it is tha

Ezra's P.O.VMy hand went to cup her breasts, the soft mounds felt just right in the palm of my hands and she moaned into my mouth, her body pushing into mine as if on their own. I could feel my dick pulsating, begging for a release, and the wolf in me was basically howling at me to put my dick in her and feel her tight walls close in around me. Oh, how good that would feel. How good she would taste.Quiet, I told my estranged thoughts. I want her to enjoy this, not me.I broke the kiss on a gasp, my breath labored as moved my mouth to her neglected breasts in a kiss, dragging my tongue across her nipple, which had hardened in arousal. I left a mark there by sucking on her skin, and did the same with the other, taking my time with the foreplay to make sure she was ready. “Oh,” Zoya whimpered, and I wanted to eat her alive just then, “God, yes…Ezra!”Impatience gnawed and me and I was forced to cease my journey on her soft mounds as I flipped us onto the bed with her underneath me, b

Ezra’s P.O.VI wanted to hear this, to feel this, to taste this, every fucking night from now on. I couldn't get enough of her.The bed creaked beneath us as I thrusted in and out of her. Her nails dug into the skin of my back, her hips rocking into mine like she wanted more of me, all of me, even though I've already given her everything.And she looked so fucking beautiful there on the bed, beneath me, naked and panting. She was everything I could ever dream of. A second chance I had never imagined to have but was incredibly grateful for.God! How could I have ever thought that I could stay away from her? That I could simply have enough just by a taste of her? That I could wait another day without having her in my arms?Sweat glistened her skin, rolling from her temples to the side of her face. Still… she looked like she was glowing.Perspiration rolled down my back as well, my breath coming out in labored pants as I tried to prolong my orgasm, to stop myself from exploding inside he

Zoya’s P.O.VMy mother's voice echoed in my thoughts, her words a sharp dagger piercing my heart. She had questioned my worth, not just as a homemaker, but as a woman capable of keeping a man faithful and devoted. Despite having taught me to maintain my virginity until after marriage, when my mom had accused me of being the reason why Ravi had to cheat on me, she hadn't been talking about my ability to serve him through cooking and cleaning. Now that I think about it, she was likely talking about my ability to please Ravi in bed.Bitch, please. Make it make sense.The earlier guilt I had felt now vanished and turned into anger.I had tried to live up to the ideals of being the perfect daughter, the obedient one who abided by tradition and upheld family values. Yet, in the end, it had all been in vain.But as I took a sip of my coffee, a newfound strength rose within me. I realized that my worth was not defined by societal norms or the opinions of others. I was more than the expectat

Zoya’s P.O.VImmediately, he sobered up, but when I looked at him there were still hints of amusement on his face. Gosh, why was this so embarrassing to talk about?I’m a grown woman and a doctor, on top of that! I shouldn’t be feeling embarrassed to talk about sex! But I did! Every time I saw Ezra’s face, I could clearly remember him on top of me, his face beaded with perspiration and the strong column of his exposed neck right on top of me.He stood up from his chair and walked toward me.Then he took me in his arms in a single swipe. I let out a surprised yelp, making sure to keep my mug upright so the liquid wouldn't spill.He carried me to the living room, where he sat perpendicularly on the sofa, with me on his lap, sitting parallel to it. I cradled my mug in my hands."A mating dance primarily takes place when the wolf's mate is human," he continued, playing with my hair, "as wolves have the ability to accept or reject the mating bond instantaneously." He buried his head into