I watch her eat.The way she brings the spoonful of food to her lips, eyes smiling as she ate, sends a stab of guilt right to my stomach. I could have gotten us something better for dinner, we didn’t have to go out. But I wasn’t expecting her back, not tonight anyway. The curry had been an overbuy. My hand accidentally buying her share even after knowing where she had been. Who she had been with.She is here, and maybe I am pathetic, but I am grateful she is, i feel good that she raced all the way here. I tell her about the art competition I saw online, her eyes bulge. I try to play it off as cool, painting over what I was already working on. “Oh my god! This is good news! News worth celebrating with wine.” she gasps.I shrug, like her excitement wasn’t contagious, like my chest isn’t warm.“I said I am participating, I haven’t won.”“Yet. But that doesn’t matter, signing up is a step forward and I am so proud you took that step.” My hands pause, and so does my breathing.It’s
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