All Chapters of DIVORCED: MY EX HUSBAND WANTS ME BACK: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

CiaraI knew what I had to do; and that was to break up with Jonathan.Because for one, I wasn't even sure if I was going to keep this child---this product of Ryan's seed--If decided to get an abortion, I knew how well that was going to affect my life and I couldn't have Jonathan and Alena wrapped up in my mess. Two, if I decided to keep the child; then what next for Jonathan and I?. Was I going to make him father a child that wasn't his?. Knowing Jonathan, he wouldn't complain and do so wholeheartedly but this is the same Jonathan who didn't tell me he was having body pain nor his feet hurt and decided to walk the stage for my company's fashion show as my model. This same Jonathan--I was positive--if we were to raise this child together; wouldn't always see it as his own. There would at least be a reminder that this child was for Ryan. Call my thinking toxic or whatnot, I just couldn't help but think this way and the only solution was to end things with Jonathan. But Jonathan di

CiaraThe door to my ward slides open as Tina walks in breathing heavily. Ever since Jonathan walked out of my room, I'd tried to hold back my tears but the minute I saw Tina; my lips begins to quiver as the tears threatened to roll down my cheeks. "Ciara" "Tina"Tina rushes over to me as I don't hesitate to hug her back; wailing aloud to my satisfaction. "I'm here now baby girl" Tina hush me. "Let it all out"And I do until I had no more tears left to cry in me. Refraining from me, Tina brush my cheeks. "Are you done?" I nod my head. "You shouldn't exhaust yourself too much. You're carrying a baby now"Tina's gaze land on the untouched plate of baked beans and bread on a tray that Jonathan had brought in. "You haven't touched your food yet"I shake my head. "I'm feeling nauseous""It doesn't matter how you feel, Ciara. You have to eat for your baby"My eyes begin to well up. "Why does this have to happen to me, Tina? I thought I finally had a shot at happiness""And you do, Ciara

CiaraThen consider it done. Those words from Jonathan stinged. As I watched him turn his back away from him, it felt as though that was the last time I was ever going to see him again if I didn't reach out to him; so I did. Springing up from my chair, I rushed over to Jonathan; hugging him from behind ever so tightly as I prevented him from taking one more step away from me. "Please, don't go" My shaky voice begged. I couldn't keep up my cold demeanor up much longer. The minute I felt his embraced him and was reminded of his warmth once again, I broke down. "Please don't leave me, Jonathan. I'm so sorry" Jonathan stilled. Not saying anything and that made me wonder if this was it?. Had I really pushed him to the point of exhaustion that he no longer...wanted me?. My doubts were pushed to the back of my bead as Jonathan turned to face me; embracing me right back. That's right. Jonathan had always been different. I can't believe I wanted to picture a life without him in it. You'

CiaraAfter parting ways with Jonathan at his restaurant that evening, I headed straight home because I didn't want to keep Tina waiting. She'd come all this way for me afterall. Parking my car at the garage, I hopped out; making my way into the house to be welcomed by Tina who I'd expected to see splayed across the couch in the living room but she wasn't there. "Tina?" I called out, moving from the kitchen to the bedroom but she wasn't there either. "Tina, are you home?"Suddenly, I hear a glass open from the balcony as Tina walks out; approaching me. "You're home!" She shows me her phone "Sorry, I was on a call""I guess he's missing you, huh?" I teased, moving into my room as Tina follows alongside. "Let's not talk about me" Tina says, pulling out a magazine. "So I read your interview"I supressed the urge to blush "Did you, now?""Uh-huh" Tina beams widely. "You have some guts in you, homegirl. Just dropping the news like BAM!. Hot model that walked my fashion show is my boyfri

Jonathan. The next morning after I'd sent that text to Julia, she'd replied that she was free today so we should meet up so that she could give me a list of job vacancies she had.She also inquires if I'd brought her up to Alena --to which, I'd told her the honest truth regarding the matter--But, I couldn't meet Julia without informing Alena about it so I went up to her room to speak with her about it. Her room door was partly opened but I knocked regardless before walking in. Alena was seated against the headrest, legs crossed with her headphones over her ears. On noticing me, she takes them off. "Whatsup, Dad?""No school today?""Nah. Some government facilities are coming over to check the school grounds so.." she trails off. "What brings you by?"Sitting across from her on the bed, I start. "There is something I wanted to discuss with you about""What is it, pops?""Are you..comfortable with my job as a chicken restaurant owner?" I asked. "Are you proud to tell your friends ab