Semua Bab Ex's Regret After I Fell for a Billionaire: Bab 121 - Bab 130

I’ve been rehearsing about my meeting with Adrian so many times in my head “I’ll just go to Adrian’s house and see if he was okay. Nothing funny…. “I muttered to myself as I paced outside the gate.Now that I was here in front of his villa, I lost the courage to procced in. Instead, I was just standing outside looking at the familiar gate as if it was the first time that I’ve been here.I was behaving like the first time I stepped in to his villa, for an interview to become his son’s nanny. I couldn’t believe how bad events had a tendency of repeating themselves in my life. Why can’t I grow?“Funny … eh! There was a side of me that wanted to walk in and talk to Adrian once and for all but the other side of me was afraid –fucking afraid of what I’ll be met with. Adrian hasn’t talked to me and I couldn’t figure out what the hell was going on in that man’s head. He was a volcano, waiting to explode whenever no one expected.I’d figured out that Kelly wasn’t such an easy woman to deal wit

RoseI cannot explain how I returned back to Tiffany’s apartment. All that I knew was that I was a walking zombie. The journey back here from Adrian’s house didn’t actually register in my mind.All that I could see was the two of them being close together. Kelly had tricked me and just like the fool I was, I followed her lead and fell into her trap.Why?Why did I get to hurt like this while Adrian continues with his life?Why was I the one being tossed aside every time?Don’t I deserve my happy ending?I asked myself as I shook my head, tears clouding my eyes. I’ve tried to contain them but now that I saw Tiffany, they came rolling like a furious river.Tiffany was startled to see me come back soon; he’d expected that my visit to Adrian will take quite a while especially after she’d witnessed how distraught I’ve been all these days.“Rose, why are you crying? Did Adrian do something to you?” she asked, her eyes searching my face.I didn’t say anything or did I have the energy to expl

I stayed in my room doing nothing. I did not have a gig to do and I did not plan to visit the orphanage today. Tiffany was also around. She’d just finished her night shift and I didn’t want to bother her with my problems.The plan was for me to watch my vertical movies so that I can keep the time going. I did for the better part of the morning and I thought I enjoyed seeing the movies but I was terribly wrong.It wasn’t helping at all! Instead, it was making matters worse for me.Looking at the happy ever after short movies, I felt stressed. I started to wondered if I’ll ever have such a good ending in my life.I suck in love.I suck in family.I just suck in everything. No wonder Adrian wasn’t sure about me.Instead of enjoying them, I became sad. I stopped watching and just sat on the bed with the earring on my hand, trying to get comfort from it.It’s the only thing that Adrian left me. I

It’s been a while now and I’ve been standing alone, feeling like an evil bitch. Any one who’d listened to my conversation, would think that I was the nasty side piece. And the worst part was that I felt like one!When I set out to come and crush this gala, I didn’t think of the consequences. That was one of my weaknesses—acting before thinking. Tiffany warned me but I brushed her off just because I needed to see Adrian. The jealousy I developed seeming Kelly in his arm was threatening to bust inside of me.I couldn’t control it however how much I pretended to be calm near Tiffany.Kelly didn’t leave Adrian’s side. she stuck to him like a piece of gum, making sure that everyone in the party socialized with them while leaving me hanging. She would smile and introduce Adrian as her fiancée.Almost three quarter of the guests were invited to the supposed wedding— which by the way started like a joke. Adrian still refused to comment about it and I would see Kelly trying the best that she c

Tiffany stayed with me throughout the night. She even slept with me on the same bed so that I wouldn’t feel lonely . I appreciated her …I really did but deep inside, there was guilt eating me up. I’m always demanding things from her and not giving back.Up to when will she keep on having my back?Up to when will I stop messing in my life?The following day, I woke up with a flue. She still brought me medicine and took care of me like her little sister. We weren’t that close but Tiffany always came through to me whenever I needed her.“Rose, I made you herbal tea. It doesn’t have the best taste but you’ll have to bear with it. It will help clear the sore throat and the running nose” she said gently as she sat on my bed.“Thanks. “I muttered taking the cup of tea from her.” My mood is so foul, I’ll not even care about the taste?’ I commented“What will I ever