Serving my mafia Boss의 모든 챕터: 챕터 11 - 챕터 17

Regina’s POV:Immediately I got down from Cain’s car , I let all the emotions I was holding up pour as I bashed through the front doors of my house.My eyes heavy with unending tears I stormed upstairs and banged the door locking it as fast as I could.I can hear my mum calling out my name from downstairs but I pay no attention . All I wanted to do was punish myself for being yet again fooled by Cain Adams.He’s so confusing. One minute he’s kissing me and flirting with me and the next minute he’s looking at my naked body with disgust , like I’m some whore or a meat that has been put out too long and is now filled with flies . I’ve seen him touch other girls right before my eyes but when it got to my turn I become disgusting?What was I thinking? He has a fucking fiancé there was no way he was ever going to pick me . I care so much that he has a fiancé ,I only said that to him because I wanted to seem cool now the realization has hit me. I’m not even up to a side chick talk more of a

I have been focused on Cain all evening that I didn’t notice Ryder was staring at me throughout the entire dinner. He walked up to me after Stephanie left to ask me if I’m okay , that he noticed I was different . Well that is because your wicked brother keeps breaking my heart and playing with my feelings. But I didn’t tell him that though.The next morning after my chores I went up to Ryder’s studio and just like I guessed he was there. I knocked lightly on the already open door and he raised his head from his painting with a smile…..“Well this is a surprise..” his eyes went back to his painting.“I guess I was wrong about you” he raised an eyebrow at me …“What do you mean” I grabbed a stool from the corner of the room bringing it closer to him. “I assumed you weren’t into art but here you are “ he smiled, waving his paintbrush over the canvas .“Well I’m not” I laughed.“I just….needed a distraction “ my countenance fell .“From my brother?” Ryder paused to face me directly,preyi

The sun rays from the window shon directly on my face forcing me to open my eyes. I sat up with one had to my head , everywhere was too bright and my head was pounding loudly. “Ughhhh!” I groaned , immediately regretting why I opened my eyes in the first place . “That’s what happens when you drink too much” Cain walked into the room with a tray . On it was a glass of water and some pain killers. I collected the tray ignoring his comment then it hit me. “Hope I didn’t say anything stupid last night? “ my eyes widened. Cain moved graciously and sat on his bed positioning to face me with a corky smile dancing on his lips. “Ohh noooo!” I sigh in embarrassment. I popped the pills into my mouth flushing it down with the water and covering myself with the covers to cover my shame. “ you didn’t say much” Cain added standing up….. “But I said something……” I make a fake cry wiggling under the sheets then another shocker came to me. I’m meant to be at work! Mrs Adams would f

I couldn’t sleep the other night because I was thinking about Cain , now I can’t sleep tonight because of this stupid note. I should say yes to what? I looked around and everyone was asleep , everywhere was dead quiet, I wouldn’t dare wake Mary up ,that would be too much , I will tell her in the morning. **** I didn’t even get enough sleep before my alarm woke me up. It was morning again . I’m feeling paranoid this morning still bordered about the goddamn note. Everyone looked like a suspect . Who would want to scare me? I walked up to Mary’s bed but she wasn’t there . I proceeded to go down stairs with the note folded into the pocket of my uniform to look for her,she always knew what to do. I walked into the kitchen and as usual she was there doing the dishes. “I have to tell you something “ I whispered to her ,my eyes darting around the room to check if someone was watching me. Whomever slipped that note under my pillow must be watching to see me squirm. “Regina”