Frederick, Lennon, and their families were the closest people I had. When the Kirby and Downey families said I was the one at fault, I believed them.Six months into the relationship, Frederick started coaxing me into sleeping with him.When I gently turned him down, his mood plummeted. "Lizzy, do you still love someone else?" he asked, looking disappointed.I did everything I could to explain that there was no one else.However, he didn't believe me. "If you don't like anybody else, why won't you let me have you?"It wasn't that I didn't want to give myself to him. Things were moving too fast, and I wasn't comfortable with that. I needed time to adjust emotionally. Was that really too much to ask? I started doubting myself.Lennon chimed in, accusing me, too. "You're going to marry Fred sooner or later anyway. Why not now? Guys have physical needs, especially at this stage of life. You're his girlfriend now. If you don't help him with his needs, are you just pushing him toward s
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