Semua Bab My Hot Alpha: Bab 101 - Bab 110

My heart was racing but a run was exactly what I needed. The fresh air in my face, the quietness, time to clear my head. Bending over I rested my hands on my knees. It sure was a lovely morning. I had been up with the birds even watched the sun rise.Taking a sip of water I put my earphone back in and continued my run all the way home. Reaching my back gate my breathing was heavy but I felt good. I hadn’t run in a while, it was something I needed to get back into.Switching on the kettle I left the back door open letting the fresh air in. It was hot today. After drinking some water I fixed myself a coffee. Lana wasn’t awake yet but it was still early. I did notice the shoes at the front door meaning Pete stayed over.I hadn’t heard from Jake since seeing him last night but that was a good thing. It meant he was giving me the space I asked for.After showering and changing into fresh clothes I pulled my hair up into a messy bun. The heat was going to be a killer today. Putting my glass

“What’s going on with you bear?”.Leaning my head against the window I ignored Jake’s call for the third time. Carter thought it was best he took me home.“Nothing I’m fine”.“And Jake?”. He asked.“What about him?”. I glared.“Alanna told me what happened. Bear, you’ve nothing to worry about with Jake”.“I’m not worried”.“Fine if you’re not going to talk to me about it then I’ll shut up”.“I’m handling it”. I said.“Do you want to be with him?”. He asked.“Carter I’m-…”“Just answer the question”. He said cutting me off.“I don’t really have a choice do I?”. I laughed sarcastically. “I’m his mate he can’t live without me”. Rolling my eyes I turned my phone off completely. He wouldn’t stop calling.“True, he can’t live without you in a sense but there’s always a way out. Could reject him”. He shrugged. “And turning your phone off isn’t going to keep him away. He’s been tailing us since we left the beach”.Of course he was.The thought of even thinking about rejecting him made my hear

“Hey girls”. Charlotte smiled as we got in the car.A chorus of hi’s and heys went around the car. My stomach was in knots. The car ride was silent and I was grateful. I felt a little awkward and I had no idea why. I liked his mom but I knew she was aware of the situation. She knew everything.Scrolling through Facebook I smiled when I saw the tagged photo. Hitting the love heart I saved the picture to my phone. I was glad I met these girls. They made living here a whole lot better.I was too busy playing on my phone that I didn’t notice we had stopped. Looking out the window the first thing I noticed was how long the queue to get in was.“Okay girls have fun but please be responsible”. Charlotte said. “Oh and Leah are you available to come to dinner tomorrow?”.Dammit! I couldn’t say no to Charlotte.“Sure”. I smiled putting my phone in my bag.“Great I’ll see you at 6”.As we all got out the car we waved as she drove away. The music was blaring, I could feel the vibrations through m

For some reason I couldn’t get drunk. I was tipsy, my head a little fuzzy but I was still aware of my surroundings.“Let’s go”. Alanna smirked. “It’s VIP time”. Taking a hold of my hand she pulled me to my feet.The VIP area wasn’t so different from the main area. It had comfier seats and was a lot more intimate but that was it.“I’m going to get some air”. I wasn’t feeling it anymore.“You okay?”. She asked.“Always”. I smiled as she pulled me in for a hug.“If you get the chance please talk to him”. As she pulled back I rolled my eyes. Speaking of Jake I hadn’t seen him in a while. I wasn’t even sure if he was still here.“I will”. Walking across the dance floor I grabbed my phone from my bag and made my way outside. The cold air against my face was welcoming. It was like a sweat fest inside.“Little lady are you okay?”. The bouncer asked.Holding onto the front of the building I pulled my shoes off a sigh escaping my mouth when I felt the coolness of the ground. “You can call me Le

He had been away for 3 days.No calls.No texts.Saturday was the last time I spoke with him.I missed him more than I thought I would. He had literally flipped my world upside down, become such a big part of my life within such a short time.“He’ll be home soon”. Alanna slipped her arm through mine as we walked into the coffee shop.“I know”. I didn’t think I would feel this way. It was hard to explain the ache in my chest or the nerves in my stomach, it was constant. He was giving me the space I thought I wanted but turns out it wasn’t space I needed.I needed him.I wanted him here with me.“You want a cappuccino?”. She asked.“Yeah”. I found myself checking my phone more often. Scrolling through my social media just to see if he had posted anything.If I felt like this now without being mated how was I going to feel if I wanted to go to university. I couldn’t take being this far away from him. I wasn’t sure how I was going to get through the next few days or when he decides to com