My Hot Alpha의 모든 챕터: 챕터 441 - 챕터 450

I was part of this family. They all welcomed me with open arms, and yet I always had this tiny little feeling that I still didn’t belong. For example, right now I was sat out the back on my own and had been for the last 20 minutes or so.I could hear the laughter and chatter from inside. Everyone getting along and having a good time and yet here I was sitting by myself. Don’t get me wrong I wasn’t expecting anyone to check on me but a part of me wanted to be involved or at least feel involved.I was sick of feeling like the odd one out.I didn’t know whether to share my feelings with Jake for them to be brushed off with a compliment or a silly remark of me overreacting. He was good with words, good at making me think I was overthinking everything.Usually, I was. I thought too much about every situation, but I couldn’t help it. I had done so since I was little. I was sick of repeating the same thoughts over and over in my head.I was important to this pack and yet most of the time I f

“Does he know you’re here?”. My gran asked.“I’m letting him cool off”. I took a sip of my water. “He blew off the handle again because I’m doing something he doesn’t want.“Do you really want to leave things like this?”.“No, of course not but I’m not going to be the first one to brake. He was the one that stormed off instead of staying so we could talk. He’ll find me when he’s ready”.“I’m sure he’s just worried”.“Worried about what? I’m going to stay with my dad for a few weeks. I’m not going to be in any danger”.“He’s your mate Leah”.“Yeah, but once again he’s acting like a jackass because he doesn’t want me to go. He’s trying to guilt me into staying”.“I’m sure that’s not true”.“Oh, it is. He plays this card every time and it works but no, I’m not falling for it this time. I have to do this and if he doesn’t understand that then that’s on him”.“Letting him cool off is probably for the best”. She spoke. “I need to run to the store but you’re free to stay here”.“I think I’m

OptionsI burst into the bathroom everything I was about to say forgotten. He moved fast. He was already naked and, in the shower, showing me a perfect picture of his ass.His body even from the back was perfect.I swallowed the lump that appeared in the back of my throat. I couldn’t stop staring, my mouth became dry as I took a step closer.“Are you coming in or are you just going to stand there staring?”.My heart skipped a beat. I chewed the inside of my cheek as he turned to face me. I had seen every inch of his body before and seeing it still made me nervous as hell.I tried my hardest to keep my eyes on his face, his smirk told me he knew exactly what I was thinking. Can you blame me, he was beautiful. Ruggedly handsome. His strong jaw line, his defined cheekbones.And let’s not forget his abs.“I suggest you strip out your clothes before I rip them off you”.Oh.“I can smell you”. He growled.I wet my bottom lip with my tongue. I shouldn’t be nervous, shouldn’t be a little sca

The radio was playing but I had yet to burst into conversation. I was keeping myself occupied by staring out the window. He had yet to strike up a conversation either and I hate to say it, but I could feel some tension between us, and it wasn’t sexual.A sigh fell from my lips as I ran a hand down my face. I didn’t know what to say. He wanted to drive me three hours away and I was fine with that but not to sit in silence for 3 hours.“You’re killing me here Jake. What’s wrong?”.“I’m thinking babe. Just because I’m not talking doesn’t mean there’s anything wrong”.“So, I’m just imagining the tension between us?”.“No”. He shook his head. “It’s definitely there but it’s not coming from me”.I frowned. What did he mean? I wasn’t causing tension. Was I?“How so?”. I asked. “And if I can feel it then it’s coming from you as well. Not just me Jake”.“Watch your tone”.“You’ve been weird ever since I told you I was going back with my dad”.“I’m fine”. He shrugged. “You want to go to your da

I had been here for exactly an hour and already I was homesick. Because we didn’t arrive until late my dad thought it was best I meet everyone tomorrow. My gran was throwing a gathering.Food, drinks and everything in between. I was trying my best not to be nervous but every time I thought about it, I felt queasy. I was only meeting my family; it was going to be fine.Right?I was staying in the room I was in the last time I was here. The picture of my mom was still sitting on the bedside table, and I noticed a few extra things that weren’t here before.Cushions on the bed, blankets, a tv mounted on the wall. I was glad I had my own bathroom, and it was already stocked with enough products to last me a month.I was almost finished unpacking when there was a knock on the door.“Come in”. I called.“Are you settling in, okay?”. My dad asked leaning in the door frame.I nodded. “Do you live here all the time?”. I asked. I found it a little strange that we were in the pack house and not h