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“That’s not fair Lana”. My heart felt heavy. Was I to blind to see that’s how our relationship was? I spent almost two years with him and no it wasn’t always perfect but we did have something or at least I thought we did.“It’s maybe not fair but it’s true. He was poison you just didn’t see it. You loved him and that clouded your vision. Can you remember junior prom?”. She asked.I didn’t want to remember it. That was our first ever fight and it was ugly. “That was a horrible night”. That night he wasn’t Tommy. His whole attitude changed, he was damn right nasty to me.“He’s lucky I only burst his nose. He ruined our full night, he was a bastard and he made you cry. All he cared about was winning prom king”. Rolling her eyes she clenched her fists. “You should have ended it for good when he left you on your own”.“Can we not”. I asked. It wasn’t something I wanted to remember. In reality I buried the bad only wanting to remember the good but Lana was right, he was no good for me and n

Wrapping my hair up and into a messy bun I grabbed my glasses from the side of my bed. Tommy Lewis was not my life anymore and god help him if I ever see him again.Heading downstairs my stomach growled at the smell of dinner. It had felt like ages since we had dinner together. Smiling at George I took a seat at the table. I couldn’t wait to dig in. The steak looked delicious.“Did Lana leave already?”. I asked.“Where’s she going and I take it Jake couldn’t make it?”. My gran asked pouring some more wine into her glass before taking her seat.“She’s got a date”. I grinned.“With the same boy I caught her with?”.“I think she likes this one”. My gran knew as well as I did that Lana didn’t date.“I bloody hope so. Now what happened to Jake coming for dinner?”.Eating away at my dinner I took a sip of my water before I answered her. “He’s busy gran or he would have been here”. George had been very quiet since I came down, too quiet for my liking.“Next time then sweetheart”. She smiled.

No!!Sighing I threw my arm over my eyes. I could have cried. I was horny, really fucking horny. Adjusting my top a sigh fell from my lips.“Maybe invest in a lock babe”. He chuckled as he fell to the other side of the bed.Pushing myself off the bed I went directly to my balcony doors and pushed them open. I was flustered and hot. I knew my cheeks were flushed. Welcoming the cool breeze I heard him get up from my bed.“Just give me 5 minutes”. I said holding my hand up. I wasn’t sure how much longer I could hold off. If Lana hadn’t interrupted I knew something would have happened. He wasn’t going to stop it this time.“It’ll happen babe”. Sliding his arms around my waist he pulled me against him, my back flush against his front.He was still hard.“It’s getting harder to take things slow”. I whispered. With Tommy I waited a while before I slept with him. Whether it was because it was my first time or not, what I felt with Jake wasn’t the same. The need for him was driving me crazy.“

Sitting at the kitchen island I sipped on my coffee. I could hear movement from above but wasn’t sure if it was my gran or Lana. I was in a funk today and I couldn’t shake the feeling.“Hey girl”. She yawned fixing a cup of coffee. “Did abs for days stay?”. She grinned.I was surprised she wasn’t bringing up what she walked in on last night.“He left early this morning”. Taking another sip of my coffee I caught her grin. “And no we didn’t have sex”.“Are you serious?”. She groaned taking the seat across from me. “You both looked pretty occupied when I walked in”.Rolling my eyes I bit back a smile. “We had a little bit of a tiff before he left”. I knew I couldn’t tell her everything and I couldn’t wait until I could. I didn’t like keeping secrets especially from my best friend. We told each other everything.“A good tiff or a bad one?”.“Let’s just say I’m not as vanilla as I thought”. I grinned.“Leah Wilson you naughty girl”. She gasped winking at me. “Hair pulling, choking, spankin

Grabbing a coffee from the cafeteria I headed towards the library. I had an hour to kill before my next class so getting a head start on this wasn’t a bad idea. Pushing the door open I smiled at the librarian as I went to find a seat.Just my luck Jessica and Holly were here. Rolling my eyes at her glare I took a seat at the furthest table away from her. She still didn’t like me but she needed to get used to the idea of me being here. I wasn’t going anywhere.It had been forty five minutes and I was ready to knock her out. The constant giggles and sly comments that she thought I couldn’t hear. Was she ever going to give up?I had grabbed a few books that I would have a look through tonight. I wanted to prepare myself for this, I wanted to prove I was as good as Mr Gallagher thought I was.“Who even wears glasses now. I mean contacts duh”. She laughed.Lifting my glasses I rubs at my eyes. Her screeching voice was giving me a headache. This girl was damn right mean and I had no idea wh