After one weekAiden's povIt's been a whole week of being distant with her. Yes my Elsa, she is terrified with me, more by my actions which cause her a panic attack. It's been a whole week of that incident, whole week to touch her, whole week to kiss her, whole week to take her in my arms, whole week to see a real smile on her face, whole week of not talking to her, whole week to drop her to college, whole week to admire her from distance. I yearn for her. I want her badly just to hug her, to take her in my arms, just to praise her, just to make her smile to see her smile. Whatever I did that night was a part of me. I couldn’t hide it but I don't want to show her that side like this. She was afraid of me. Her panic attacks, her trembling body, her shaking breathing, her teary eyes, everything taunts me now and tells me how stupid I was. We back from where we started or more back from where we were. I tried to console her by saying that was not true yet that was true, but for her
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