I did not sleep much that night.Even with Julian beside me, even with the quiet weight of his hand draped loosely over my hip, the stillness of the room felt too fragile to trust. My body stayed curled against him, but my mind paced. I watched the dark ceiling fade into gray, and the gray give way to that faint blue light that only ever shows up just before morning.He shifted once, half-awake, murmuring something I could not make out. I didn’t respond, but my hand found his. I held it for a while, pressing my thumb softly to his knuckles, grounding myself in that simple contact. He settled back into sleep almost immediately. I envied him for it.By the time the city began to hum beneath our windows, I was already up, already moving. I showered quietly, tying my hair back with the thin silk ribbon I kept in the top drawer. My hands shook when I reached for my earrings, not out of fear, but something else. Something like resolve. My body knew what today wo
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