ANDRE POVI felt the pull toward Lillian as a constant buzzing current under my skin, but I had no idea how to approach her. Every instinct in my body screamed at me to go to her, to finally lay everything bare. But the fear of rushing her, of making her pull away, kept me rooted on the spot, with Lucas’s words from the corridor playing repeatedly in my mind. ‘While she is away from him, while he is giving you this ‘space,’ really try. See if there is anything there.’What was I supposed to feel? Grateful? Guilty? Hopeful? It was a tangled mess in my mind. When Lydia had joked about being the third wheel earlier, I then saw my chance. “Trust me, I am in the same lonely boat as you, Lydia,” I had said it deliberately, and then, I had felt it…a sharp, guilty feeling in Lillian’s energy. It was not pity. It was awareness. She had heard me finally.Throughout the awkward dinner, I kept stealing glances at her. She was trying to hide her laughter at Lucas’s desperate attempts to calm a fu
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