Alpha SeanI’d been too shocked and too much of a coward to go back and see Winny. It would be the second time I would be disappointing her this way. I couldn’t stand whatever pain I had caused her. She wanted to be with me, stay with me, and I promised, I promised I would never leave. I said I would always be with her, but I left her like a fucking coward.I shrugged the thoughts away, but they were still there. But did I love Winny? No. I can’t, there is no way I can afford to be with anyone, and if I ever wanted to be with anyone, it was Lena, and she was back. It feels like she was back from the dead after I had already lived on. But I never moved on. I thought about her day and night…until I met Winny.I didn’t get any call from Winny, I couldn’t go to work, my brain was too messed up. Perhaps Lena showing up was a good thing, a good distraction. I was already getting lost, going off course.I stayed home the whole day, thinking and walking around the house. I didn’t mean to ma
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