>__The study was quiet, darker than usual. It was evening, but I couldn't sleep. Not after today. Not after everything.I sank into the leather chair, elbows resting on my knees, hands clasped together. My mind refused to shut down. Thoughts about Vanessa filled my head. Her soft voice, her fragile body, the way she had held onto me while trembling... it played over and over in my head.I never imagined this. I never imagined having a child. Honestly, I had always thought about my life in pieces, moments, power, control... and Vanessa in it. Not little human beings running around, not tiny hands holding mine or little creatures addressing me as their 'daddy'. I thought Vanessa was careful, that she'd been taking the pills I got for her. That we had time to... I don't even know. To breathe, to survive, to heal after all of this madness. But here we were, and she was carrying my child.I wanted to hate it. I really did. I wanted to change the timing, against the si
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