AsherEver since the incident, I’ve been miserable. After searching for days, Ruby was declared dead. She had been in the water for too long and there was no way she was still alive. That single report closed her case and that was it, everyone went back to their lives. I didn’t, I couldn’t function anymore and had to rely on work as a distraction. During the day, I bury myself in work and when I get home in the evening, I drink myself to sleep. I leave early in the morning and come back late in the night. Linda has tried everything possible to get me back on track but nothing worked. “I just want her back, Linda. If you get her for me then I will be fine. You don’t understand what I feel. I wish I died honestly, then, I wouldn’t be stuck with this miserable feeling.” I let out in the afternoon when she tried talking to me again.“Maybe I don’t understand what you feel exactly but I know a little about grief. I’ve been there and I know it’s a terrible place to be. You’re hurting, I
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