JupiterI'd changed my outfit four times in the last twenty minutes, each time I settled on wearing something amazing, the little voice of doubt crept into my head, convincing me that I looked ridiculous. The voice wasn't even my own, and I hated the fact that I was still allowing him to get to me, even when he was long gone.What if I felt this way for the rest of my life? That every decision I made would be clouded by fear and doubt. He once had me believing that he was saying to my face what others said behind my back, that I seek attention for the way I dressed, that my brightly coloured hair was an eyesore, that I was too loud, too opinionated, too outgoing. I thought that dying my hair, returning to who I was, would shut him out of my head, but it didn't.I stand in front of my full length mirror, staring at my outfit, an orange, form fitted sweater that I paired with my favourite pair of black jeans and white boots. The sweater was the only brightly coloured piece I had on, it
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