All Chapters of Wanted By Josh Carter: His Father, My Lover : Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

Cassie's POVI was still unsettled by Mallory's sudden visit to my place; I didn't know what to think about it or the things she'd said about me and Joshua. It seemed like everyone was speculating that I was romantically into Joshua, which wasn't true. I just enjoyed spending time with him; it wasn't because I was in love with him… but I could see that inside me these people had a point of reason when they said I was falling in love with him. I had to admit that I had never met a guy as amazing as Josh Carter, and I was really impressed by him.I wanted to spend more time with him, being with him more often, and… Well, where was I going? Wasn't Mallory right in saying that I was focusing too much on him? And what did she mean that I didn't know a third of what Joshua was really like?He'd told me all about him: his family, his job, his failed marriage, and his past dilemmas, but then why did Mallory and even Beckie think he wasn't the right guy for me? Just because he was a man alr

Cassie's POVJoshua drove me home; he was holding me in his strong arms because I couldn't walk since he had basically destroyed my hips in that bathroom, fucking me as desperately as he had. I giggled, wrapping my arms around his neck and locking them behind his neck to gain stability. Joshua was still holding me in his arms when we got out of his car from the club. We went up the elevator of the building to my floor, and until when we entered my apartment, he still held me in his arms, carrying me in bridal style. "You don't have to be doing this, seriously. I can walk," I said. I couldn't stop laughing about it all; it was embarrassing but cute, and he managed to be exceptional. My neighbors who saw me being taken by him in his arms would certainly be wondering what the reason was. At that moment, I had hidden my face in his neck and pretended that I wasn't seeing them; I was only chilling when we entered my apartment. "Now it's gone," he said when I showed him the direction t

JoshuaOne day earlierI had lied to Cassie by telling her that I was going to travel to Germany for a few days for work, but really it was just an excuse because I needed some time alone to collect my thoughts. It wasn't possible that I was really into Cassie, I wasn't understanding myself. I didn't understand my own feelings towards her; ever since the night I had slightly freaked out and tore up the contract I myself had been using for years since divorcing from Bethany, my ex-wife. At that moment, I realized that something was out of control. Before, I constantly needed to keep a woman close to me to satiate my extreme sexual desires. That's why I offered the contract to the women I was attracted to, so they could earn money, allowing me to practically use and abuse their bodies in bed. I knew that's why I offered the contract to the women I was attracted to, so they could earn money, allowing me to practically use and abuse their bodies in bed. I knew that I liked dirty thing

Cassie's POVI got up from the couch, running my hand over my head to smooth my hair out of my face, with a long sigh. Joshua Carter had just told me he loved me, and I couldn't believe him; he must not be serious, and Joshua must not be taking any of this seriously. Things of the heart are not to be trifled with; you can't just tell a girl you love her just like that. "You don't believe me? Do you think I'm lying to you?" He asked, still sitting on the couch, his hands helpless, hands that were so lovingly caressing me a few minutes ago. I let out another sigh and crossed my arms under my breasts. "Why does it seem so hard for you to believe that?" I was looking at him now."Look, I'm young; I'm still nineteen, but that doesn't make me stupid or naive,” I began. “I understand that you and I are completely different people, that we live in completely different worlds, so a simple ‘I love you’ doesn't convince me." I was serious; I was shaking a little inside, but he had to realize ho

Cassie's POVI thought Joshua's persistence was amazing. I had kicked him out of my house, but even though he stayed outside on my doorstep for hours, he probably would have spent the night sitting on my doorstep if I hadn't let my guard down and let him back into my flat. "I'm thirsty…" he said quietly as soon as he was inside my house, sitting on my couch. I had him covered with a blanket because he had been cold outside, so I went to get a glass of water and handed it to him. I was feeling bad for leaving him out there for so long, but I really didn't know how to act very well in that situation; I wasn't able to understand the love he felt for me. Who was I anyway to deserve love as big as his? Why was that man insisting so much on me? "Here, your water," I said and sat next to him, handing him the glass of water that he took and soon started drinking. "Take it easy; you don't have to be in such a hurry." But he had already finished all the water and was coughing from drinking