ClarissaThe dress fits.I didn't think it would. I said nothing when the seamstress and her assistants measured me, got me fitted, made their notes, asked their questions, and left again. I cried, but they didn't seem surprised by that, like women that do this sort of work for rich and powerful men are used to seeing tears and hopelessness.But I'm out of tears. I spent them all in my pillow last night, and now big bags hang beneath my eyes. I used to imagine my wedding day when I was younger, back before the war forced me back to Mexico: lots of activity, friends and family all over, people to help dress me and do my hair and my makeup. Bridesmaids, champagne, laughter, joy. Lots of white and lots of flowers and lots of people to share in my perfect day. Instead, it's only me.I try my best to look good, for myself at least. I doubt there will be pictures, and this isn't a day I'll want to remember, but I try anyway. I make myself as beautiful as I can, my hair glossy and lustrous,
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