Semua Bab Wetting The Bed Of My Best Friend's Brother : Bab 101 - Bab 110

BellaI wanted to face her. I wanted to fight back. I wanted to know who the fuck she was. But Raymond told me he had it under control, and I trusted him. A thousand thoughts were rushing through my head as I climbed the stairs. It was all noise and confusion… and then, everything just fell apart. One moment I was at the top of the staircase. The next, I was falling.My hands reached out, grabbing at nothing. I could not stop myself. I could not slow down. I rolled down the steps so fast, my body and my head pounding against each one. It was over in a heartbeat. I landed hard at the bottom, my head slamming into the small table there. The vase on it crashed down onto my stomach, knocking the air right out of my lungs.Hot blood poured from the cut on my head. I lifted a hand to touch the painful spot, and my fingers came back covered in red. Somewhere, very far away, I heard Raymond’s voice. He sounded scared. I felt his hands holding my head, but I could not keep my eyes open like he

BellaLost does not even come close to how I felt. Knowing I would never learn if my baby was a boy or a girl, never hold them or kiss them or rock them to sleep, that was the hardest truth I have ever had to face. It felt like the universe was playing a cruel, fucking game. Dangling something good right in front of me, only to rip it away the moment I reached for it. My whole life seemed to work that way.I did not want to believe it. My heart beat all wrong, like an empty room. My body was grieving for a child we never even knew was there. We never got to see them, not even once. Someone up there must be having a real good laugh watching the mess my life has become. Having Raymond with me helped, but only a little. Knowing he was hurting just as badly for our baby meant everything.We had not talked much about children, but I knew without question he would be an amazing father. The kind who would be there for every little thing.Colleen, though… she was a heavy thought. The police

BellaSarah and I connected in a real way. The wall she kept up to protect herself fell apart, and she was not embarrassed to let me see her pain. She had lived through something terrible, but she made it out even when she believed she could not. Sarah was sitting opposite me, and I understood the expression on her face. It was not the sad, sorry look everyone else gave me. It was recognition. She knew exactly what I was feeling because she had been there herself.Raymond arrived at the hospital after his meeting, just like he said he would. I noticed his expression when he walked in. He was confused about his mother being there, but after he saw our hands held together, the tension left his body.Sarah told him to sit down and be part of our talk. A little while later, Julie came in to tell me I would be going home later that day. I would be leaving this place with more than I arrived with. I was now a mother to a baby I would never get to hold. I was a woman with a heart that felt c

BellaThose fifteen minutes dragged on forever. I fought to keep my composure. I could not stand how they were painting me as some bitter woman, plotting the perfect payback to win a man back. Rex belonged in my past, and that is exactly where I needed him to stay. Ron and Raymond still had to give their statements, and I already knew this was going to take a lot longer than I’d hoped.We were asked to return to the courtroom. Kennedy let me know that Colleen had chosen to speak. Her lawyer did not want her to at first, but I suppose she changed her mind. The same formal routine played out. Everyone stood when the judge came in. Both lawyers gave him some documents, and everything began again.This time, Raymond was asked to speak. He told them everything about that night, every single detail. He described what Colleen was wearing and the pure hate she felt for me… He explained how much it hurt us both.“I cannot put into words how it felt to learn that not only was Bella attacked, bu

I’m bouncing on my toes by the front door, leaning against the frame. I am so ready to leave and finally see this “movie” that I can not stand still anymore. I open my mouth to shout up the stairs, to ask what the hell is taking so long, when he appears at the top.Raymond looks like a goddamn dream. His white sweater clings to him, and his dark jeans fit every inch of his legs, especially those thick thighs. His hair is pushed back, neat, except for a few pieces that fall across his forehead. He just stands there, watching me, like he knows exactly what seeing him does to my body. I press my legs together, but it only makes the aching between them worse. A quiet sound escapes my lips before I even realize I had closed my eyes, lost in my own need.He comes down the stairs without any hurry. That knowing smile on his face grows with every step until he is right in front of me.“Have I mentioned how fucking sexy you are when I can feel you wanting me?” he says, his voice low near my ea