Semua Bab More Than Just Her Stepfather: Bab 41 - Bab 50

NaomiAt 3:30 PM, I packed my bags to go home. It had been a rough day. Between Riley harassing me about Rip, being a whore, and just simply being completely exhausted, I was ready to go home and die in my bed. I sighed deeply when I made it to the front of the campus to find Caroline, who I was hoping Rip was sending to pick me up. My eyes kept scanning the area looking for any vehicle that I recognized, but the only vehicle sitting out front was a shiny, new black Ford Mustang. When I started walking toward the gates and the Mustang reversed, I tensed up. I was not in the mood to have some rich asshole try to pick me up. I stiffened when I heard the window being rolled down, but kept my eyes glued on the gate.“Oi, Naomi! I promise you that I can drive faster than you can walk,” Caroline laughed, making me spin around in shock to stare at her.

Major Trigger WarningI was walking toward the kitchen to get more of the strawberry pasties that I had been forced to make when I got home from school. My mother had made me shower hours beforehand. No, she hadn’t just made me shower, she had watched me shower. She had participated in my shower. She had shaved my armpits, my legs, and all the hair around my vagina. I tried to blink back tears as I thought about the way she had run her fingers over my skin, checking to make sure that I was smooth as I could be.After my shower she had taken her time to slather rose scented lotion all over my skin, taking her time to make sure that it was completely absorbed by my body. Then she sat me at her vanity and added touches of make up to my face, making me look younger than I actually was, while I sat there too afraid to move. Once my make up was finished, she put my hair

NaomiAfter an especially hard class, where Riley had purposely sat too close to me and kept taking my pen out of my hand, I grabbed my things and sprinted from the classroom, while tears blinded my eyes. By the time I finally got to my car, I was in full blown hysterics. I didn’t know what was wrong with me. I was feeling entirely too much and no matter how much I tried to push my emotions down, I couldn’t. I have had worse nights than the one I suffered the night before, but all the techniques that I usually employed weren’t working. Usually taking a really hot shower and crying for a few minutes was enough to relieve enough of the emotions so that I could feel okay again, but that hadn’t worked this morning.I was left feeling even more emotions. Not only was I scared, anxious, and completely overwhelmed, but I was also confused by my

She walked over to me, instantly putting her arm around my shoulders as she kicked the door shut behind us before guiding me across the room as I struggled to breathe. By the time we made it to the couch, I was in the midst of a full-blown panic attack. I had never admitted that to anyone before. I barely admitted it to myself. I knew that Rip knew some of the things that had happened, but he didn’t know how much everything she had done still affected me. Well, he probably did now.“Deep breaths, Naomi. In and out.” She took my hand and put it on her chest. “Just like mine, Naomi. In and out. Good girl, Naomi. Just like that. And again. In and out.”I don’t know how long it took me to calm down. I couldn’t focus on anything but Professor Demetri’s soft words, especially my name, which helped me to refocus on her e

Rip“Because if you were still hers, you couldn’t be mine…”Emotions tore through my body at her words. Fuck! I shouldn’t be sitting here, loving the way her fingers felt, moving through my hair. And I definitely shouldn’t be enjoying the way the thought of being hers made me feel like it was the only thing I wanted to be. When my eyes started to drift close, I cleared my throat as I got to my feet. I gave her a small, tense smile before closing her door and walking around to the driver’s side. When I reached it. I paused for a moment. Fuck! Maybe this was a bad idea. Maybe I shouldn’t go to her dorm room with her. Just the fact that I wanted to be alone with her in her dorm room told me that my feelings for her were spiraling out of control. As much as I wanted to run away and get my emotions under control before I was alone with her again, especially since I found myself giving into my desire to touch her almost as soon as the thought crossed my mind, but I also knew what happened t