Semua Bab Chasing Poisonous: Bab 101 - Bab 110

I didn't know a house could feel this empty until I realize how much the absence of a person living in it makes the difference. Undoubtedly it's fucking difficult for me to deny the fact that I miss Christopher so freaking much! Just three days have passed since he left for Paris and it is already giving me a feeling of surviving an eternity. I don't know why the hell days are getting longer with each passing time?To be honest, I talked to him over the phone these 3 days, but that still doesn't feel enough for me. I wish he was here with me. I don't know where exactly he is and when he is going to come, but I hope he gets back soon. Because I am starting to feel absolutely miserable without him. Wait! What is wrong with me? I haven't felt like this for anyone before. Then what the hell is happening? Nicole, you've got some serious issues to deal with. Oh no! Oh fucking no! The alarm in my brain suddenly ticks with the same dreadful thought, making my heart hammer frantically. I repea

My flight lands in LA on Sunday morning. Max has already left my car at the airport so I don't have to worry about my transport means back home. Sometimes I wonder what I would have done if Max wasn't there for me. I must say, he is too good to be my friend. I couldn't make my mind relax even a bit on the plane because of what Fernando told me. His revelation has now started to haunt me. I need to know everything. Every single thing that Richard is hiding from me. With that sole motto in my head, I decided to come back. I was intending to go straight to Richard and fucking ask him about the truth that he has been hiding from me all this time. I would have still stuck to that plan if Nicole's face didn't keep surfing in front of my eyes. I know I can't go on without seeing her. Just a glimpse of her beautiful face is enough to cheer up my mood. And I wouldn't miss that by any chance. I need to see her before I leave to meet Richard. So I turn my car in the direction of the house and h

It's been two weeks since I caught Christopher with Sophia. It's been two weeks since I left his house and came back to live with Becky. And in these two weeks, my life has been really horrible. That night when I came home, I didn't expect to get a surprise like that. A terrible surprise to be specific. It's still hard to digest that Christopher would do something as horrible as that to me.The moment I saw Sophia open the door of his room with a towel on, I was shocked. And then when my eyes fell on Christopher laying on the bed nearly naked, it felt like my world came crashing down on me. My heart broke into million pieces watching them being together in one room in that state. And the scene just reminded me of a glimpse of what my father did to us. He left my mother for another woman and I could see Christopher doing the same thing to me. And the moment I realized that I couldn't let myself stay under the same roof with him. So I left and came back to live with Becky in my old hous

I keep an eye on the road, and glance towards my phone that's kept on the passenger seat. It's because I don't want to miss any chance of getting a call from Nicole. I know I shouldn't expect a call from her because she is still mad at me. Christopher, what are you waiting for? You said you won't give up, then what are you doing? You can't just sit and wait for some magic to happen. You need to keep trying. Yeah, no matter what, I am not going to give up. I stop at the signal and with that thought in my mind; I take the phone and dial Nicole's number.The ring goes on for a minute, making me anxious. She hasn't picked any of my calls since before Sunday and there are high chances that she is not going to pick up now. I tap on the steering wheel nervously as I wait on the signal. The green light shows up as if it's being a positive signal and with that Nicole picks up the call. "Hey Nicole, is that you?" I say instantly.She doesn't say anything, and it just confirms more that it's he

ChristopherI get my discharge papers from the hospital after 3 days. I feel much better now as I walk towards Max's car with Nicole by my side. Max earlier suggested giving us a ride back home and also informed me that I would get my Porsche ready by evening today. To be honest, I was devastated to see the ugly dent over my car more than any other damage that had occurred to my own body. Now I couldn't seem to gather my happiness when I think about getting it back in its original shape. I can't wait to have my baby back. It truly is a miracle that I didn't get any serious brain damage from that accident or else right now I would have been in the same place where I had been three years ago, or even worse. But that didn't just let me live with peace. I discovered later that something strange has started to happen with me since Tuesday night. I have been getting weird visuals in my dreams since the night of the accident. And what is absolutely strange about it is that I see an unknown