Semua Bab Chasing Poisonous: Bab 51 - Bab 60

ChristopherI couldn't get even an ounce of sleep the entire night. How could you do this, Christopher? How could you? That has been the only question banging in my head like a hard metal since I left Nicole's clinic yesterday. How could I say those awful words to Nicole? What happened to me? What did the hell get into me at that time? Why did I react so? I was never like this. I know I do nasty shit, but I have always talked about respecting women among my men. Then how did I disrespect a woman myself? I feel like hitting my head against a wall repeatedly until I feel this guilt over my chest slumping down. But will it happen? Will I be able to face Nicole after what happened? Fuck! I know I wouldn't find peace until I apologize to Nicole. But how am I going to do it? Will she even want to see my face after what I did?I am extremely angry and disappointed with myself. I repeat the words that I said again and again in my head and curse myself. That was pretty disgusting, Christopher!

She was excited more than me when she heard it. I asked her for a long dress because I don't usually buy gowns, so I didn't have one for such an occasion. Apart from that, Becky has a better collection of clothes than me. She also insisted that she would do my makeup, but I simply denied it because I wasn't in a mood for it. I am just so tired that I want this day to end already.I don't even feel like going to this party. I just want to sleep and forget everything, but I can't do that. Every time I think about changing my plan, Peter's smiling face comes in front of me. I can't disappoint him like this. I remember how happy he was when I told him that I would come. I have promised him, and I can't let him down now. That's what friendship is about. I don't have many friends, but the few ones that I have, I always make sure to be thankful to them. But after whatever Christopher said, I don't know if I would be able to act normally around Peter.As I am in between a storm of thoughts sw

The car soon halts, and before I know the back door opens and I see a stretched hand. I look out with confusion on my face and a smiling Peter comes into view. He offers me a welcoming hand and I take it. As I step out, I look around and see only a few people who have come to the party taking pictures. There aren't any paparazzi visible as they have been already halted at the entrance gate.My eyes then fall upon Peter. He looks really handsome wearing a black tux. His eyes gleam blazingly, appearing to be two emeralds as he leans forward and places a kiss on my cheek. "You look stunning, Nicole." He whispers while doing it."Come on, let's get in, or else I would be standing here all night looking at you." He says making my ears grow red.I smile nervously and Peter guides me through the carpet. I feel the knot of apprehension in me getting bigger as we enter the hotel. Take a deep breath, Nicole. It's going to be okay! Sensing my uneasiness shortly, Peter gives a gentle squeeze to m

I shake my head laughing, and then something on the opposite catches my attention. Not something, but someone in particular. I look at a pair of grey eyes staring furiously at us. My breath hitches when I recognize the familiar face. It's Christopher. What the fuck is he doing here? I gaze at him in absolute hysteria. He is sitting at the bar counter opposite the dance floor with a vodka glass in his hand. The moment our eyes lock, everything becomes a standstill. All the hustle-bustle around seems to have vanished. It appears as if we two are the only ones present here.For a moment I even forget that I am dancing with Peter as I stare at him. The intensity that those eyes hold makes me literally burn. He clutches the glass in his hand tightly as he watches us dance. And It suddenly feels like I forget how to swallow the saliva down my throat. My gaze then shifts down from his eyes as I take in his appearance. He is wearing a white tux with a black bow. If I say he is looking handsom

His grey eyes bore into mine with concern. "Are you okay, Cole?" He asks. Is he fucking serious? I am not at all okay. In fact, I am so fucking horny right now. I don't answer him but cover his lips with mine, kissing him hurriedly. My hands pull onto his hair as I kiss him hungrily, trying to show him how bothered and turned on I am right now. I plunge my tongue into his mouth, tasting myself. His hands immediately go behind my back as he hoists me up. And I wrap my legs around his waist without breaking the kiss. Absolute heat radiates from his body as I pull his face towards mine."Fuck!" A whipped groan escapes out of his lips as I bite on his lower lip. I can feel his hardness through his pants against my core, and I want nothing but him inside me at this moment. I realize how good he was at pleasuring me, and I suddenly feel bad for not doing anything to please him the way he is doing for me. I smile against his mouth as an idea pops into my mind. I don't know if it's lame, but