MARIAThe past few days, or hours, or months, I couldn’t tell, were a blur of events. I didn’t leave the hospital even once. Isaac came out of surgery, successful, they said, and the poison used was identified as arsenic. The moment I heard it, it broke me all over again. I cried so much that day, but since then… nothing. My tears simply stopped coming. It was as if my mind had flipped a switch and shut everything off.I didn’t know what day it was. I didn’t know what time it was. I only existed in this loop of stillness.I heard people talking to me, voices that sounded distant, muffled and almost unreal. My mother and father who had flown down, Ann, Damon, Riley, Martha… every single one of them tried to make me leave my son’s bedside. But I wouldn’t.I just couldn’t.Seeing him lying there, so small, so fragile, connected to machines that breathed for him, was a punishment I refused to escape. His chest rising and falling with the help of tubes, his skin pale and bruised, his hand
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