All Chapters of The Alpha's Contracted Omega: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

LandonFrom whimpering, Mandy suddenly erupts into full words, making me flinch in surprise."No! Please, don't! No, let me go! Let me go!"Her scream pierces my ears. The sound is shattered and broken and desperate, making my chest tighten.I have never been in a situation like this. I have never slept with anyone besides Lianne, and there was never a time that I had to wake her up from a nightmare. And so I am completely taken aback for a minute, not knowing what to do. I just stare at her.But when her thrashing starts to go wilder, that's when I finally stop staring and start making a move.I wrap my arms around her, caging her and making sure that she will not hurt herself. Then I release more of my pheromones, letting my scent flood the room with a calming and protective scent.I press my lips against her ear, and then I whisper her name, asking her to wake up.But then Mandy's screaming dissolves into crying. And I am not prepared for her cries to be more heart-wrenching than h

LandonMandy gets quiet. She's staring at me, but I can tell that her attention is somewhere else. I can tell that she's not with me, trapped once again in the memories of her past."Mandy?" I call her, my voice soft but loud enough to take her attention and get her out of her reverie.Finally, the color in her eyes comes back, an indication that she's back in reality, here with me.She hums in confusion while meeting my eyes. It seems that she forgot where she ended her story."Where was I?" she asks."You don't have to—"She firmly shakes her head, cutting off my sentence. "No. You're right. I need to get this off my chest and save myself from the burden that this nightmare has been causing me for years. Maybe telling someone about it will free me from the shackles it has put on me."A small smile appears on my face. "I am glad to know that I am that someone.""Well, it's not like I have a choice. You're literally the only person I can talk to about this." And then she shrugs."Did

LandonWhen I reach the kitchen, the urge to slam my head on the wall becomes stronger. Because what the hell did I just do? Why in the hell did I want to cuddle with Mandy? That’s not what I do, and that’s not what I should be doing.I mean, technically, that’s what I should do, but the reason should only be because Mandy needs it to get better, not because I simply want it.First, it was getting turned on by Mandy and masturbating with the thoughts of her, and now I want to cuddle with her?God, this is not fucking healthy. This needs to stop!“What the fuck is going on with you, Landon? Have you gone crazy?” I ask myself. “Is it because I overuse my pheromones? That could be it, right? Because I am not like this. I don’t act like this, and I can’t be fucking like this!”Alright. I am panicking, obviously. But how can I not when I am feeling and doing something I believe is wrong?“This is crazy. Like, I am really going crazy,” I say to myself once again.But this can’t go on. I can

LandonHearing Mandy say that she believes me and that she's forgiven me still sounds like a dream to me.I thought that would be the last thing she would do. I was very sure she would tell me that she doesn't want to see me and be in the same space as me anymore.Honestly, I was very nervous that denying and coming up with lies and excuses is what I initially thought of doing. But upon realizing how lame and unbelievable I would be, I decided against it and chose to tell the truth instead.That was probably one of the scariest thing I have ever done---admitting that I've became someone I hated. It was so scary that I still can't accept it. I wasn't even kidding when I told Mandy that she can punch me or kick me. She can do whatever she wants with me. Hell, I'll even do that myself if I could because realizing that I've turned into someone I do not want to be is a pill that I don't know if I can ever swallow.Mandy seems to not hold the same opinion as me, though. I don't know what sh

LandonHow the fuck did we come to this? I'm supposed to oppose this idea of Mandy's, not fully committing to it!But then here I am, releasing my pheromones while also trying to control myself and fight against the pheromones she's emitting again.When Mandy gave me a further explanation of the test she wanted us to make, I found it unnecessary at first. I mean, we're going to find out the answer to that anyway as we start to go through what Dr. Dunn asked us to do. But when Mandy mentioned things such as tolerance and saturation, telling me that just knowing we're compatible is not enough because we also need to know the limitation of our compatibility to avoid being overstimulated, somehow, everything just made sense."Come on, Landon. I know you can release more than this," Mandy tells me when she realizes that I am still holding back. "We need to know how much of our scents it takes to actually break our restraints. We need to know the exact moment our alpha and omega instincts o