“Seriously, Laury, this love thing isn’t as bad as you think,” Sarah says. “It’s not like Ka or I were asking for it, but here we are. In love and happy. I know your mom hasn’t set the best example for you, but there’s another side to it.”I know, I really do. But the problem is, you only find out which side you're on after you've fallen in love. And by then, it's too late. Your heart can either heal or break completely. And I'm not going to take that chance. I've seen, too many times to count, what taking that chance could cost you.—But if you had feelings for them—, Kamila begins softly, as if she knows she’s broaching a topic she’d rather we’d ended minutes ago, —would you allow yourself to feel that?—“I don’t know,” I say. “I’ve never had this dilemma before. I’ve never had to talk myself out of feeling anything for someone. It was easy not to, you know? I didn’t need to constantly remind myself not to let my heart get in the way.”"But you do it now?" Sarah asks.My eyes widen
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