Beyond Rejection. のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 10

Anastasia.The pain is too much to bear. I close my eyes as my womb contracts. Searing heat courses through my body. My underwear is soaking wet. I need an escape to all the pain I'm feeling. I turn to Levi. He's doing his best to not be bothered by the scent of my heat.I lock my knees even tighter. I know doing that does not make any much difference, but it sends a message across. I am off limits.The pain crashes through me and I start to wonder if I am really off limits. It hits home one more time and I give up my defence."Help me". I hear myself murmur as I part my legs.He looks at me with dark eyes. He wants me but he is fighting it. I know we hate each other, but I can't think of any other way to relieve myself.I can sense his wolf. I should not be able to, but I can. It makes me wonder if our mate bond is actually broken.His wolf wants me. My wolf wants his wolf as well. But, we don't want each other.He reaches out and touches my knee. His touch feels so good that I star

Levi.I can't sleep. I keep wondering if she's okay. Drinking is doing me no good.I walk down to the living room, deliberating if I should check on her or not, when I hear the sound of a car pulling up in my driveway. This is my private house. I did not want to take her to the pack house to avoid drawing any attention to her.I hear approaching footsteps. I can smell her. Why is she trying to sneak out? Is she doing the walk of shame in the middle of the night?I step in front of her path and she runs into me.She must be distracted because she would have sensed me standing there."Going somewhere?" I ask.She is shocked at first but suddenly becomes annoyed."Thank you for what you did for me tonight, Crosswalk. I owe you one. Now, get out of my way let me leave this place already". She mumbled.Her tongue is still very sharp. Maybe I should have allowed her heat to deal with her longer before putting her out of her misery."You're not going anywhere, Purrey". I say and step forward

Anastasia.I yell at my brother to stop. He just keeps pounding on Levi. Levi does not even move. He does not even try to defend himself. He just allows my brother to do whatever he wants.I rush to pull my brother away. Very few wolves had stepped in to stop the fight. Most of them were content to stand and watch.I drag my brother away from him. His eyes are thick with rage. He had just made it clear to Crosswalk that I am pregnant.If the guy can't smell it on me already, he would know from my brother's actions that I am carrying his child. I just hope he does not try to propose marriage to me because of my condition."Let's go, Ana". Arthur says and pulls me along with him.I didn't even get to see the person that I came to see.His grip on my arm is firm but not painful in any way.When we enter the car, I look at him. His eyes are still filled with fury. He is trying to calm himself down."Don't look at me like that. The asshole had it coming". Arthur says.I only wonder why Lev

Levi.I wake up frustrated every morning. Fate picked the worst person for me to have a child with.I have been waiting for a chance to meet with her. She can't hide my child away from me forever. Normally, I would have marched to her pack house and demanded to talk to her, but that is not a wise thing to do after my encounter with her brother.I don't want to drag our packs into a personal feud. With each passing day, I am losing the opportunity to bond with my child. My father told me that the bond is always strongest while the child is in the womb. It is important for the pup to get familiar with your scent and voice. If this does not happen, you would be a stranger to the pup once it is born. You could still create a bond with the child, but it would never be as strong.I sigh and rub my eyes. I won't let her get away with what she's doing.I leave my desk and head up to my room. I feel like going for a night swim. I grab a towel and a pair of clothes and head down to my car.I dri

Anastasia.I stare at my father in shock as the gravity of what I had just done had sank in.I had put my child and myself in danger yet again."I went for a run. I could not resist Jade. And... I happened to run into Crosswalk". I say."What did he say to you?" He asks."He demands that I spend one week of every month with him so that he and the child can bond properly". I say in an annoyed tone."Wise man. I would have done the same thing if I were in his shoes". He says and settles down on my bed."Dad!""What? You should be glad that he wants to be an active parent. Raising a wolf on your own is going to be very much work". He says.I scoff."Its nothing I am not prepared to handle". I say.He laughs."Do you know what your mother went through while she was carrying Arthur? Watch what you say. Having the father around calms the pup". He says.I never knew that."You should invite him over so we can discuss the terms of the agreement. We need to know exactly what he has in mind". He