บททั้งหมดของ I became a sex slave to my mafia ex-boyfriend. : บทที่ 41 - บทที่ 50

41. Amelia's POV. I woke up with a start as soon as I felt a sprinkle touching my skin. Gosh, this wasn't supposed to be happening right now! What had happened to me and why was I here?!My mouth couldn't shut from the amount of pain that I was feeling at that moment. Something was wrong and somebody who had tried to kill me earlier. Chuckles filled the entire room and I turned to see Hayden staring at me. "Darling, you do not need to put yourself in such positions all the time. I keep telling you that it's not going to take you anything to admit that you have lost." He kept laughing. Of course there had to be something that I could do to make things easy. I still decided that it was not going to make any sense if I just kept watching and acting oblivious. I could pretend like everything was fine but at the same time I was going to lose my mind as the days went by. Something was a little bit missing. "What exactly do you want me here for? I'm eating and drinking on your accoun

43.Amelia's POV. The past few days passed by like a blur and it left me wondering what the hell has been happening with my life coupled with the fact that the man who was supposed to keep me hostage was a bit far away from wherever I could have ever been and I was wondering if there was a problem somewhere or somehow. Hayden would always find his way to come back no matter the situation but this time around it seemed like he didn't even want to be around me at all and even though I was internalizing his actions and looking for excuses I knew that I was on the wrong track and that if I didn't desist from it I was going to fall in a pit. I didn't think I had anything to be worried about to be honest with myself but at the same time I felt like something was incomplete and I needed to make sure that I did everything right. It wasn't completely a bad idea but at the same time it could put me under that unnecessary pressure. I believed that I had a balanced understanding of what I wan

45. Amelia's POV. My legs crashed against the wall behind me, and I looked around. It was a huge risk for me to take but right now, I was still on the verge of not getting consumed by whatever I felt was not right. I was taking a deep breath so that I just didn't go all out and start acting crazy because honestly everything was just going downhill and all I could think about in that moment was how I would be able to get myself back on top They were a little issues that I was hoping to iron out but at the same time I just wanted to give myself some break. I didn't deserve to keep fighting the same battles all the time and hoping that I will be able to evoke changes as time went on. It only made me sick to my stomach and no matter how much I tried, I ended up losing it. So many people had mastered the art of not allowing themselves to be controlled by anything. The only thing that they allowed themselves to be controlled by was what they intended to achieve and I was hoping to get

47. Amelia's POV. Hayden walked in with the sad countenance that had me a little bit worried. I have never seen him in such a mood and it left me wondering if there was any problem with his business because that was the only reason he could ask a certain way and not want to talk to anybody regardless. A lot of things came into play in this, I have been thinking about how I was going to be able to handle things from right, left and center yet not getting the answer. It was very annoying how much of a loner he could be whenever he was in that mood and honestly speaking I thought there was a lot more to learn from all of this. "Is there any problem that I can help you with?"I asked softly, expecting that he was going to shun me. This wasn't going to be the first time that he handled situations like that but at this point, I kind of believed that it was going to take longer before he finally admitted to me that there was a problem and honestly speaking I didn't want to be the one in

49.Amelia's POV. Things started up on a positive note today and I couldn't be more proud of myself that I was finally experiencing life from a better angle. A lot of people would have been thinking about how this was going to weigh them down but I believed that if we set our hearts to doing something we would be able to achieve it whether or not anybody approved. Meg had been nowhere to be found and honestly speaking I didn't think I thought more about her. She was one of those people who had come into my life and tried to make it better but ended up failing woefully and I do not hold it against her. One of the things that held anyone spell bound was the fact that they were able to go straight to the point and make amends when necessary and that was something that I saw in the man I was hoping to be able to spend the rest of my life with. That was all in the past, but I'm sure that everyone understands what I'm trying to talk about. "If you have the slightest idea of what's goi